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2010-01-08T07:14:00.000-08:00

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2009-12-22T06:24:00.000-08:00

Am finally back in Malaysia after an amazing ten days in Italy :)

Advertisement break time.

*clears throat*
check out Manda See and Lynn Lok Lok's new fashion blogshop! Trust me, they've got a good eye.
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p.s Italy post ahead, stay tuned people!

p.p.s Christmas is coming in 3 days! happy happy joy joy :)

India! Part 2

2009-12-09T00:18:00.000-08:00

As lazy as i am, i promised to post the pictures up so here it is : )

( omg i'm flying off tommorow and i haven't even started packing yet! and i have a zillion things i've to get for the trip and i have some calls to make before i leave. dieee :/ )

So here were some thoughts when i was in India,

the place is DIRTY DIRTY DIRTY.
the streets are filled with cow dung, camel dung, goat dung, you name it you got it.
there's no such thing as waking up to lovely fresh air to the buzz of the bees chirps of the birds etc. Also, its really polluted, maybe because there're so many vehicles everywhere.

Have i told you about the drivers in India? homg, they take the term CRAZY DRIVERS to a whole new level, i tell you, u can see cars going both ways on a one way street! -_- and i noticed a really weird policy or rule in India, at the back of most of the cars, they have a sticker saying HONK PLEASE. chaotic traffic situation, check.

And come on, do we really look that outrageous? We spotted so many random locals snapping pictures of us as we toured around India. that, was really too much. in India, we're really like stars! everywhere we go, there are paparazzis ready to take our pics -_-

but one thing that touched me was how truly blessed i was to live in a country like Malaysia. where there isn't AS much discrimination, where it is a rich and clean land and there is actually fresh air to be enjoyed. AND WHERE CHAR KUEY TEOW, PAN MEE, DIM SUM, LAKSA..*salivates* are available.
aren't we so luckyyyyy : )

i sound like some Malaysia truly Asia advert o.o

anyway, yes, all it took me was a trip down India to make me realise how blessed i was, and really, looking at those kids, who at a young age have to beg for money just to hold on to what's left of a meager life they have, and to never know what it'll feel like to graduate from high school or to take a walk in school shoes.

i remember seeing the look on a little girl's face at about the age of eleven, when she saw us, the group of noisy Malaysians. she was barefoot, dressed in rags and her hair dishevelled. At first i thought that she was going to come beg for money, to plead that we feed her baby(its exactly like in slumdog where those kids would carry babies around to beg), but when she stopped to stare at our shoes, i understood.

i saw the awe in her eyes, first the sparkle, i could feel her wonder and excitement over the pair of shoes, and then there was sadness.

right there and then, i really wished that i had given her my shoes.

it would've made the little girl's day :)

For MC : ) how much trouble it took to take this wonderful pic!

We visited the Taj Mahal as well, which was quite obviously the highlight of our tour! : ) the building is magnificent but what's even better was the story behind it. How Shah Jahan built that beautiful castle to commemorate his late wife and as a symbol of his unconditional love for her.

sigh, when will i get MY very own Taj Mahal ;)

Before entering the Taj Mahal, you'll see a really gorgeous red building like the one above. Preparing you for the bigger picture! you're not really able to see the Taj Mahal from outside this building so tourists have to walk through this entrance to get to the Taj Mahal.

I can tell you this, we were awestruck when we saw the taj mahal, then that was where all the girly squeels starts. It is really THAT amazing : )

These pictures don;t do it enough justice, really.

look how intricate the interior is!

up close

This building was recently built, its facing the Taj Mahal and its supposed to symbolise Shah Jahan :)

This place is awesome for aspiring photographers! beautiful architecture, and beautiful people! :p

Jon! super gentleman and is one of the nicest guys i know.

interested? :)

Next up, the water palace.

I really dunno the history behind it :x

the THINKER :D

the Red Fort

all i remembered was taking about 20 jump shots there which failed miserably :p

This place is like a less grander version of the Great Wall of China.

This place is where Mahatma Gandhi was buried. It's actually a huge memorial park and there are trees and luscious greenery. And its supposed to be sacred, everyone had to take off their shoes inside this compound.

The president of India lives here. A stark contrast compared to where the rest of the majority of Indians live.

I didn't take much pictures but most of the Indians who are from the middle class and below, live in houses that are in really terrible conditions. the roofs are made of mud or straw and are normally not completed.

Random pictures

They actually have haircut services by the roadside!

This is a bad picture but check out the guy in the middle. omg ROSS CLONE!!! i spotted an Eric Bana clone too!

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Fel, i may not understand the pain you are going through over Que Que's death right now but i just want you to know that you are not walking alone, if there's anything you need or you just wanna talk, always always know that i'm available : )

One of the horniest(don't kill me fel!), hyper and bising dogs i've came across :)

you're in a good place now.

R.I.P Que Que

6.12.2009

4 Girls At The Back

2009-12-08T23:25:00.000-08:00

Jan '09

Had a fun day with Andrea Lee giller, Xian Qi ruler of the school and Zoe Bootay yesterday : )

aka 3 girls at the back, plus me its 4 girls at the back(well duh-_-)

that was what all the teachers used to label us back in those days, where we were so called ''notoriously bising and problematic''

trust me, when you're in a class like Matahari. Innocent demure girls like us can actually become the black sheep of the class :/

omg la, we've been through all sort of hilarious, crazy, dramatic situations together.

Running to ou in the rain and then bumping into some people we were trying to avoid, devicing strategic places to hide our phones during spot checks(which is so pointless cmon), going through image galleries and then discovering shocking sexuality discoveries, being called into the office for low socks -_-, countless picnics in class, pissing off puan noorazma, making songs about puan noorazma( and about anything in the world at all),pissing the whole class off with our singing, laughing over the weirdest things, lusting over that boy who could do so many flips(zoe! ahem :p ) and so much more.

i swear, these 3 are the reason why going to school wasn't torturing! thank goodness :)

sigh, now i miss you girls! why am i so sentimental+corny+cheesy!!fdhfkjshfskjdhflsjahslafasd

Zoe's one out of a million proper looking face!

This is such a tourist shot.

Chilli pan mee is LOVE <3

2009-12-03T06:31:00.000-08:00

Geek joke of the day B )

To sum it up in one word, the Cambridge speaking test was horrifying.

I honestly had NO FRICKIN CLUE it was going to be that difficult! sigh. but i guess i sorta had a hunch, seeing all the other 20-30 year old people who signed up for the exam as well.

dahlah lost my voice, my train of thoughts when KAPOOFT on me during the exam, BUT..i did my best la.

i spluterred, rambled, yes i really rambled due to extreme nervousness, and bullshitted my way through so i'm just PRAYING real hard that whatever i said somehow made sense to the examiner *launches into nonsensical muttering*

blehh, i was asked to comment on the effect of the changes of the human rhythm of life and how things like AGRICULTURE have an effect/is affected by it -_-

and the pics given to me and teck hing we had to discuess about,OMG holy mama -_________-

i have never felt so helpless my whole life!
ok i actually felt incredibly helpless and idiotic when i sat for my accounts paper but whatever. this comes a CLOSE SECOND! : (

anyway, since coming back from camp, i've been bumming around/going to ou. :)

problematics day tmrw, can't wait!

I MISS ;

psst Fierce!

Facebook is too addictive!

2009-12-02T08:01:00.000-08:00

I'm not one who is overly dependant on the internet, i mean, i can easilly live without the Internet for 3 weeks.

No internet for a a month, no msn and facebook?
Bahh, no problem at all : )

I used to laugh at people who would say how they can die if their computer is taken away from them, or people who can spend 24 hours online O_O that i still laugh at by the way.

boy, i suddenly find myself coming online everytime i'm bored. Instead of doing productive things or calling up my friends for a chat, i'm online. facebook-ing mostly.

If you have a Facebook addiction,

-You invite someone you can't stand to be your friend because you simply must know what they are up to because you simply cannot miss out on anything
hmm, it DEPENDS on the situation and who that friend is so i would say its a 50-50 thing

-Completely change your cell phone plan and your cell phone because your current one doesn't have access to Facebook.
Definetely not. if u said yes to this, you need help !

-You are unsure whether you are actually "in" a relationship until the other person makes it Facebook official in the Relationship Status section.
-____________-

-You have to pretend you don't know someone when meeting them for the first time, yet you know their deepest, darkest secrets thanks to a mutual friends' pages.
This is really creepy, anyway, who reveals their secrets on fb??

-You get insane if your friend number drops and you go crazy trying to figure out who deleted you.
Nope, nope and nope.

-Your usual bedtime is now two hours later than it has been in years.
This is pretty true, my sleep cycle is messed up! and my eyebags, dang dont get me started : /

-As soon as you meet someone the first thing you do is go home and "Facebook" them.
Not true, am too lazy to actually facebook people.

-You call into work sick because you just came across all of your old photos and have a ton of scanning and tagging to do.
i know someone who does that, hohoho!

-You find yourself making up lies about what you "did all day" to compensate for all those lost hours.
crap! am guilty for this : ( (

-Every time you take a picture you wonder if it is going to be Facebook worthy.
Well......

-You feel you might need therapy because someone you barely knew 20 years ago won't accept you as a friend.
-_- i wonder if they have Facebook Rehab..

-If you interrupt an actual conversation that you are having with a person and tell them "you know what, why don't I just "Facebook" you later...
Nah, i love old school communication! Chatting on facebook isn't half as fun as it is in real life, unless the person you're talking to is super shy la then that;s another story.

hmm..to think of it, i'm not as addicted to facebook as i really think i was..THANK GOODNESS :)
technology really is a double edged sword! fuyohh use of powerful metaphors.

But really, as teens in this modern society, we spend hours and hours glued to computer screens, tv screen and handphone screens.

what happened to REAL communication?

When was the last time you MET UP with your friend to chat about LIFE and to share with her your innermost feelings instead of telling it to her over the Internet?

When was the last time you went out with a friend to celebrate her bday instead of merely wishing her Happy Birthday over facebook?

When was the last time you had a MANLY (sweaty rough and endorphine filled) Football game with your friends? instead of being cooped up in your room playing MAFIA WARS and all that jazz , go sweat it out on the field, boys!

GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF THAT CHAIR right this instant people!

-i like to move it move it, i like to move it move it doodoodoodoodoo!

Era Globalisasi

2009-12-01T23:17:00.000-08:00

Technology officially hates me.

the first time i try to upload my India pictures, the computer oddly turns off just as the upload is almost complete.

the second time i try again, i accidentally press the CANCEL button. how very smart of me.

the third time i try, anger fuming inside while trying to maintain my cool, it completes the uploading process but oddly fails to upload @!##!@$%

God, what are you trying to tell me?!!!!!

The great India adventure! -Part1

2009-12-01T20:11:00.000-08:00

Namastey!

I think i'm currently experiencing something called, blogger's block. : /

you know, when you have so many thoughts in your mind but when you click on 'New Post' and the blank box pops up, your mind immediately goes..*crick crick-----------

Anyway, as promised, i shall attempt to post a report on Quanta/India
So here were my first thoughts when i think of India.

1) Bollywood;s own King! none other than Shah Rukh Khan.

Hey i used to be a huge fan,back in the days where i wasn't exposed to ASTRO, and all i had were rtm stations. i had to make do with the bollywood blockbusters -_- he can do the shimmy like no other bollywood actor.

2) Annoyingly cheesy love scenes behind the coconut tree
aiyaa just tell each other 'i love you' already!

3) SLUMDOG.
Some of the places we visited was REALLY like how it was portrayed in Slumdog Millionaire but i shall go into that later.

You know how it's always fun to go on trips with your friends?

the India experience was definetely unique in the sense that a group of us who didn't hang out in the same group in school and didnt really interact much in school, got to BOND and see the CRAZY side in each other, some good some bad. but i definetely feel like i got to know these bunch of people a lot better after the trip : )

Got camera? will travel.

def one of the prominent Malaysian traits. we take pictures EVERYWHERE we go :p

Being very civilised on the plane. Mr Tan( asst principle) was sitting a few seats away from us.I love the MYSTERY of plane food, the anticipation of opening up that aluminium foil to discover what wonder lies beneath it. :D

only this time, it was dahl, naan and rice. kinda killed my love for plane food : (

upon arriving, we took a bus ride to Ashu Palace in Agra to stay for the night.

dang, how deceiving a name can be!

we survived infested sheets, gross bathtubs and slimy tiles!

we love ashu palace! ^^

Anyway, for those who don't know what QUANTA is about, its actually an international competetion organized by City Montessori School, Lucknow, India. Which supposedly is in the Guiness Book of Records for being the largest school in a single city. So u can imagine our excitement! the competetion included events like Math, Science( which the indians totally rocked at and kicked our butts flat -.-) , Insight(scultping from computer junk), Aqua challenge( its not swimming ok, you actually have to build a boat and then the fastest boat wins), Debate, Software solutions(omg trauma! lol) and Mental Ability.

hopefully i didn't miss out anything there.

at this point you must be thinking, woahh so all the geeks go la! all like the super nerdy events wann.

Thou shalt not judge.

Although i would say that A LOT of the people that went for the competetion were pretty darn brainy! but very friendly at the same time.

You know how most people would say that their hobby is playing guitar, chess or swimming?i remember vividly how shocked we all were O__O when a guy from Poland told us almost nonchalantly that his hobby was PHYSICS. and how we teased clarissa about finding her finally finding her soulmate. nyeknyek. :p

Most of us went for the competition because its a once in a lifetime experience, also, how often do u get the chance to interact with ppl from diff nationalities and to learn each other's culture. Juniors! i highly recommend that you guys go for QUANTA next year! but this time, to not start preparing only 3 days before the comp -_-

we went there pretty darn unprepared, but filled with the famous MALAYSIA BOLEH! spirit.

am also insanely proud to say that team MALAYSIA was the most spirited and enthusiastic team ;DD we screamed whooped and cheered all the way, and somehow, somewhat managed to win the best disciplined team award o__o apart from that, we also got the Best team turn out and managed to clinch SECOND place for debate(go mae!) and 4th for aqua challenge.

The school was indeed HUGE,

A little glimpse of City Montessori School, Lucknow branch

They gave us kalungs and threw rice on us upon our arrival. memang VIP treatement. they even put out a red carpet for us!

Inspiring and world peace inspired monuments that can be seen in the front yard of the school

Munching loudspeaker turned out to be my roomie! woohoo and when we saw that our roommate was Miss Chow, aka super fierce discipline teacher of Sri KL, our jaw dropped O.O but life has a funny way of teaching us little lessons, Miss chow aka Margaret(christened by me and mc) turned out to be one of the most wonderful teachers i've known. She turned out to be our sister in Christ, gila partner, jukebox gone wrong and sampat mama for the trip : ) lesson learnt. never judge a book by its cover man!

We were divided into 2 teams, team 4N and team 4M.

4N with our teacher in charge, miss chow

me, munching and mae! my awesome travel+shopping buddies : ) remember how we bargained our way through ! GIRLPOWER babehh. Super duper thankful that they were a part of this trip!

oh. note that they spelled our school name as sri kl SCONDARY school.

Practicing our Jai Ho! dance. hilarious moments : ) all the scratching chests and robotic/kungfu moves from the boys. they made the dance much more entertaining thats for sure :p

dance performances by the primary school students during the opening ceremony. To be honest we were too busy killing off mozzies instead. i tell you, india is MOZZIE HEAVEN la.

Aqua challenge. chi gek betul!

OMG insight. sleeves rolled up. check. blazers tossed elsewhere. check. tie off. check. hair pulled behind. check. hair falling all over face due to cho louness. also check.

it was DEF challenging. i have the bruises to show for it! lol. will post up the train me and Mc created once i get the pics from her. i'm damn proud of us! 2 girls, who are def lacking in the strength department, sucessfully unsembled a frickin COMPUTER, CPU and typewriter to create a train. we deserve medals huh : ) p.s i still think we did pretty darn awesome despite not getting the top spots!

Srsly proud of this girl as well! :) her speech on technology was powerful, go mae!

Reporter that interviewed us. ma, im on tv!

Our dinner place, which looked gorgeous at night !

CMS at night : )

managed to squeeze in devo time as well!

Jai ho! which turned out pretty awesome judging on the feedback we got :D t'was a really fun experience

with the impossibly cute girls from thailand! ^^

us with the boys from..crap i forgot the name. somewhere in the north side of india. brings back hilarious memories, bana-doctor-le***! funny shit :D

Andre the super braniac from Russia

Us with the nepalian boys and escorts from CMS : )

Farah and Yomna. My gorgeous roommates from Jordan : ) extremely down-to-earth and friendly people!

team M'sia. we came, we saw, and we conquered! :D

plenty more pictures on fb, am too lazy to post all of them x )

India Part2 shall be posted real soon!

i'm still alive!

2009-10-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

wow. i feel so disconnected from the blogging world! *looks around white room*

Anyways here are some updates : ) why am i even updating when this blog died 10,000 years ago. i have no idea really.
ok la actually cause im just waiting for the glorious ding! of my microwave oven. maggie is heaven. altho it kills u, ironically.

1) the cousin came over for one week! : ) ;)))))))
yes, the one that i grew up with playing Barbie for hours, inventing and acting out stories and sexy tango dances!
yepp, the very BFF and who is insane enough to tolerate my insanity.
woohooo everyday is like Party in the USA i tell you. We chatter endlessly, watch mindless movies like White Chicks and laugh like baffooons in the middle of night and have our own fashion shows for fun.
i can now see why i stoned in the middle of bm2 today.

and because of my dear cousin, the house is now miraculously stocked with ENDLESS supply of food for her and the rest of the family! my mom is so nice and generous when it comes to food its amazing why i'm not norbit-sized..yet

''if i stay here for another week, i'd probably start calling ur dad daddy'' i quote the cousin.

2) i finally got my chanel inspired bag yippee
bren and steph surprised me with a (belated bday)white chanel inspired bag at the start of school on wednesday which i lovelovelove! :) love them as well! maybe the bag more haha kidding, u guys are damn awesome la <3

3) my eyebags are the size of mount kinabalu and mount fuji combined. : / eyebag miracle cream recommendations, anyone?

4) just a thought, technology is a double edged sword.
steph if you're reading this, im gonna prepare parachutes on monday, can lompat out anytime! :p haha i'll take one extra for u.
the wrath of uncle XXX is terrifying indeed. :/

5) i'm still in a dilemma. how ahh how.

Mindless post of the week

2009-10-02T09:11:00.000-07:00

Would you wear them??

PIMP MY SHOE! if you look carefully, the shoe eerilly resembles a proton waja -_-

This is like shoes on wheels! you know, like meals on wheels?

omg this is just disgusting to look at. imagine if you wear em one day and u LITERALLY hear your shoes squeek O____O *gasp!*

''eyy look at me i have hooves!''

this speaks for itself -.-

IDEAL FOR FISHMONGERS. save money on shoes! :D and if your feet stinks, you can blame the shoes!

i don't mind wearing these for my wedding, provided i don't topple over my own feet :p

I LOVE FRIDAYS : )

class is fun :D

We sing, We dance, We steal each other's stationaries ;p

Moments of the week :

Stupid cupid moments.like everyday -_-

(ultra scary manly voice) Hey dude *does hip hop movements* moments

Ghetto conversations, Word.

Talks about birds(?!!) haha wtf mun ching :p

Girls are better than boys and I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR shiz :p

which is totally std 6 i know

Experiencing THE CYCLE cough cough : /

laughing at Pei's FML mornings lol

Bimbotic+Horrifying conversations with Steph

MONK moment in Cats whiskers cough cough

and much more. to be continued :)

p.s i hate mozzies. go dieeee. *scratches self vigorously*

Because some things are better said in black and white

2009-09-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

Fel the bimbotic and JoJo my mini me! : )
<33333333333333 them dawgss.
From accent- impersonation moments, rappin and being all ''fo shizzle my nizzle', to prank calling random people and just simply talking about the randomest shizzz.

Who needs Superman when you've got a friend like her? ;)

Dude, school's in and the holidays are out.

awesome.

Inspiration

2009-09-25T11:11:00.000-07:00

Third post in a day?
WOW : )

just wanted to share something i found pretty inspiring after watching Hannah Montana HAHA yeah your eyes weren't lying to you :p

LIFE'S A CLIMB, BUT THE VIEW IS GREAT : )

i love that line because it means so much to me.

Sometimes life gets pretty darn tiring and you feel like what you're doing isn;t going to be of any good in the end, giving up might be the easiest thing to do.

Letting the frustrations all slip away with a simple : I give up.
there. done.finito

Isn't that easier?
To give up and crumble under the presssure.

but if you just rough it out, brush the dirt off your shoulder and say,

''hey! i can do this, afterall i've got faith in myself and in God that no matter what, He'll be my strength and pillar'' you're on your path to success : )

Not to mention, what are friends and family for? in times of trouble and despair, they're the source of encouragement and love we all need. Kind of like a battery charger you know? : )

but most importantly, the right mindset is important to. instead of telling yourself that you;ll never be good enough and that there're people better than you are.

Why not try telling yourself that.. you can be the best you want to be : )
sure sounds a whole lot better doesn't it?

So in conclusion, my point is : no matter what you're going through, don't give up! for life might be one helluva frustrations, but the view's def going to be awesome : )

My friends?

2009-09-25T11:02:00.000-07:00

Set.. says:
wats going on?

@!m@n says:
BABY~!
you are back

Set.. says:
hey baby!

@!m@n winks:
Play "Kiss"

Set.. says:
MUACKSS!!

-Justin- says:
fuck i had my volume to the max you bitch

@!m@n says:
LOL
later your mum bangun
oh my gwd

You have just sent a nudge.

Set.. says:
O_O

Janice says:
HAHAHA wtheck! hello set !
NI HAO MA??

Set.. says:
Lol?
u okay anot?

@!m@n says:
wo hen hao

Set.. says:
so hyper?
O_O

Janice says:
haha now is hyper time wheee
*jumps around*

Set.. says:
O_O
my god!

-Justin- says:
*jumps around with jan*

@!m@n says:
WEEEEE~!

Set.. says:
wanted to study!

Janice says:
OMG -_-
POTONG

Set.. says:
><.

Janice says:
so potong until cannot even glue back

Set.. says:
-Justin- says:
my gawd. set..

Set.. says:
JAN U DAM LAME!

Janice says:
*continues jumping around*

-Justin- says:
mind teaching her how to be lame?.

Set.. says:
i was reading physics
chaper 2

Janice says:
omg
-_-

Set.. says:
found that i dont even oe

-Justin- says:
and im reading chem. chap 6 =]

Set.. says:
how to count
velocity
!@&*^#@*$&!
FINE!
LETS JUMP AROUND TOGETHER!
WHEEE~!

@!m@n says:
><

Janice says:
HAHA YAY! ring a ring a roses..!
u guys ar

Janice says:
make me feel so -_-

-Justin- says:
something naughty?

Janice says:
nothing : )
me is good
*points to halo

Set.. says:
><

-Justin- says:
then me is saint.

Set.. says:
then aku holy saint

-Justin- says:
*shows off holy robe*

@!m@n says:
then i'm god (:

Set.. says:
eyh guys!

@!m@n says:
weeee~!

Set.. says:
i found somethign cool!

Janice says:
WHAT!

Set.. says:
Nobody's perfect

-Justin- says:
i am nobody

Janice says:
? hannah montana song?

Set.. says:
i m noboy, thus i's perfect

-Justin- says:
that's why im perfect.

Set.. says:

-Justin- says:
hahahahaha gotcha

Janice says:
oh my gosh

Set.. says:
LOl la

-Justin- says:
im sorry set. lol!

Set.. says:
have to go liao
study!

-Justin- says:
dont lie baby.

Set.. says:
bye lifeless ppl

@!m@n says:
-.-
sigh

Janice says:
homgsh

@!m@n says:
friday night is so boring

-Justin- says:
c'mon stop studying xq.

@!m@n says:
><

Set.. says:
?>

Janice says:
this Gay convo is going on my blog

Set.. says:
><

Janice says:
-_-
EHH

Set.. says:
Lol?

Janice says:
how dare u call friday night boring

Set.. says:
its so dam fun
with physics books
i love them
i love them more then **

wekwek

My eng teacher resembles colonel sanders -.-

2009-09-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

(lets pretend its the 23rd of Sept)
First things first, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN to my

Awesomely LOUD,
Awesomely INSANE,
Awesomely GORGEOUS
and most of all, awesomely paranoid/kiamsiap/and klutzy RP :D

whaat, gotta save the best for last right : )

Problematics 2 years ago.eek this is a bad picture but Delia looks good here : )

She's the mama of the group, yet ironically she's the youngest among all of us -.-

She does crazy things with me like ride on the kiddy buggy ride while waving to random strangers :D whoopee!

that's not me :x

Most of all, she's my romance partner! but well, i can't recall how the title came along : (

She has big hair but an even BIGGER HEART : ) ) <3>

My latest happenings ?

Delia's surprise 16th hehehe :p

which involved us hiding behind a car, how very Tom Cruise ey? ( think mission impossible lol) and i think if someone were to look from afar, we'd look like a bunch of damn sampat kids -_- cause clara actually ran past her house looking like a crazy woman! looking for coin konon :p

ah, don't worry. This is Laj being normal :D

She's LAME with a capital L and has the funniest and most recognisable laughter/sqwack :)

Celebrated Sue's surprise sixteenth at Neway (notice how both the parties are surprises -_-)
karaokeing with the srikl bunch is always super fun lah, needs no further description : )

rest of the pictures are on fb :)

lazy to elaborate further BUT i am ashamed to say that i haven;t been spending my time

1) STUDYING omg the horror

2) exercising? haha

3)reading educational books eg the oxford dictionary -_-

4) finding my inner chi or whatsoever

instead i spent my time:

1) study whaa-?

2) exercising in malls! walking is good for your legs? : )

3) Reading nonsense magazines and Archie comics !

4) finding the inner pig in me (eg sleeping sleeping sleeping )

sigh, so hopeless. its okay, there're 2 days left till school reopens and i am determined to make the most out of it : ) )

today was awesome :] i should have more days like these!

zingg!

2009-09-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

I..have found my own kind! *gets emotional*

i always had a fear of seeing a cluster of dots. i dunno why. That;s why people with chicken pox and rashes scare the heck out of me. Somehow colourful polka dots don't -.-

So, i decide to google it up to see if i was the only one affected.

Asked by someone named Mully on Yahoo! Answers..

Scientific name of being scared of dots...?
I have a fear of clusters of dots or wholes and i looked it up but i cant seem to find the scientific name for it. Alot of the people around me think im lying or that im dramatic when i tell thm my fear but i literally break down when i come across a cluster of dots. thats why i need to know so i can prove to them it does excist.

(i knew it wasn't just me!)

TRYPOPHOBIA
this is a rather newly established phobia, so places like, and similar to www.webmd.com have not documented it.
but a doctor in phobias might or might not agree to look into it and seek treatment for you. there are still many people out there that will not recognize this as a legitimate disease or disorder, and you will be ridiculed for many years until the disease is publicly acknowledged. but i believe there are enough people out there that share the same fear as yours, that in the years to come, this will be widely recognized.

I'm trypophobic? :x

Saturday with the lunatics :)

2009-09-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

Stole the pictures from Lynn Lok Lok's blog : )

seriously la, we can amuse ourselves anytime, anywhere even with a pair of chopsticks -_-

Spent my saturday with Manda, Lynn and Clara who joined us later on.

It's safe to say that

-we either made the waiters' day at Tony Roma's or scared them away because c'mon, when do they usually get to see 3 girls doing imitations of Peter Chau/amusing ourselves with not so amusing things

-Amanda is dubbed Vainpot of the year :)

-Lynn and i have potential to turn neurotic in the future, that is if we are not neurotic enough already :p

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OMG I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT I GOT PUNK'D!!!!!

ahh thank the Lord thank my lucky stars!

i'm gonna come up with something better than that you sneaky boy ; )

:) hello there

2009-09-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

Two super duper awesome people in my life i'm extremely thankful for : ) )

First off, credits to Fel for helping me make the layout!

One of my goals this holidays is to actually learn how to be LESS technologically challenged,computer geeks, anybody?

My mood these days can be compared as to a pendulum.

Swing, im happy

Swing again, i'm feeling down

sigh, i hope its the symptoms of the arrival of a monthly friend and nothing more. I dont wanna be emotionally dependant on anything or anyone for my happiness.

I. just need my spark again :)

I miss those days when i would tell my mom that if she bought me to McDonald's everyday, i'll be the happiest girl in the world : )

I still haven't grew out of that phase i suppose because i still get pretty happy when i eat at Mc'ds! haha yes la i know, im like a kid stuck in a 16 yr old's body :x

Glutton moment

[omg, i cheated on my Fillet o fish and had the first BIG MAC of my life 2 days ago( I KID YOU NOT), and i have to say that it is HEAVENLY *does heavenly chorus*

its damn good lor, hehehe how could i have missed out on this scrumptious happiness in a plastic packet(or whatever its called) for the past 16 years in my life?! *smacks head*]

hohoho, i'm on top of the world!

yes, i realised that this post is damn sampat : /

Life's a riddle

2009-09-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when you have given so much of your heart to someone, have you ever stopped to wonder..

what if one day there is nothing more of yourself to offer to that person anymore and instead, what's left in place of your heart is nothing but an empty shell of regret, guilt and wistfulness.

What if.

HOLA :)

2009-09-18T10:40:00.000-07:00

Say hello to perfection!
Laj, you'll be so proud of me. For once i'm agreeing with your taste in men :p

screw Angelina Jolie.

Screw Angelina Jolie!

LOL i wanted to blog about the movie but then i got distracted. anyhoooos, I know this movie was released REALLY LONG ago but i only got around to watching it recently and i've heard many negative comments about it saying its very boring, very draggy etc etc.

Well, i've watched it and i LOVE IT.

HAHA this scene cracked me up thanks to sampat manda who was so irritated by Cate Blanchette's seductive dance.

''omg la this reminds me of my dad when he tries to do taichi''

-_-

Its definetely my type of movie ,not because Brad pitt is in it but that doesn;t hurt either though throughout half the movie he looked really old. Well, because its about a man aging backwards.

Brad pitt in 20 years to come! although we know that he probably won't be caught dead looking like that because the make up and cinematography is REALLY GOOD.

The first thought that came to my mind was how Brad Pitt looked prettier than Cate Blanchett :x

I love how they shot the movie, eg. they filmed it in various beautiful locations. Seriously, the landscape is so gorgeous it looks almost surreal. but then, i think the subtle messages behind the movie left an even lasting impression in my heart.

''Sometimes we're on a collision course, and we just don't know it. Whether it's by accident or by design, there's not a thing we can do about it. ''

''Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss''

''We're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?''

''We'll all end up in diapers''.

(TRUE THAT!)

Thank god its friday!

2009-09-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

HAHA!

came across this and i found it hilarious ;D

omg.

woke up to the high pitched giggles of a bunch of 13 year old giggly girls, aka my sister and her super perky friends.

Brushed my teeth to the screeches of the 5 year old neighbour. I hope his parents aren;t abusive or anything.

Surfed mindlessly through blogs to the sound of High school musical playing in the background.

It brainwashes the minds of young girls i'm telling you! :o say no to HSM!but then, i secretly love it when they break into a song out of nowhere.

Imagine if we all lived in High school musicals...

School was really weird this week.

Everyone was super hyper on Monday, really dead on Tuesday, giller on Wednesdays and normal on Thursday. and only in this week, we already pissed 3 teachers off because of the excessive noice pollution. This is new i must say. compared to the lack of noise in Matahari, we girls used to get hell for even whispering to each other.

my teachers say i talk too much -_-

okay i'm going out now, shall continue this post later!

:D

2009-09-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Today's a good day, because i love sundays :D

there's just something awesome about the bright sunday morning sun that seems to radiate beams of happiness :D

and going to church, to worship God and to learn something new each week, not to forget seeing ze awesome people ! omg Jon if you're reading this i miss youuu come to church more often la!

and because i get time to SWIM/exercise :)heehee i love swimming its just something about the water that makes me able to just forget whatever frustrations and problems i have and just drift off to some peaceful place. yer okay the last part sounded abit creepy :x

btw omg i really respect those older women(those who have cellulite already and u know, have sagging parts.ahem) who dare bare it and just put on a skimpy bikini and parade around in all their glory by the pool.. they must have damn a lot of confidence !

i said to my mom la
'' the day i wear a bikini is the day Mother Mary shall appear in front of me.''

shy la. Haha!

OH and about the previous post, i wrote it out of frustration so if anyone feels offended out there, sorry yeah! but i believe in Freedom of speech :) but then, i'll say something encouraging la.

errr.
Guys are awesome because they help us unscrew cookie jar caps :D

hey, in my books, that goes a LONG way. :)

sigh..

2009-09-11T11:06:00.001-07:00

GIRLS, ever feel like the boys of today have somewhat lost their machoness?

eg,
1)they emo like no tommorow, as if their world is a ''pitch dark void of emptiness'' or a ''tunnel without the light at the end'' -_-
2) they actually use the excuse of ''having PMS'' whenever they have a bad day, i mean c'mon boys, honestly..?
3) they throw tantrums and expect us girls to step up, be the man and apologise even though its their fault

sigh ok its unfair of me to categorize all the guys into this giant box labelled xxx just cause i'm in a terrible mood.

but then, i'm very irritated.
and i'm also very annoyed.

and i know both the words mean the same but i'm too grrr to care.

*fumes silently*
*chants anti-anger mantra*

screw it la i deserve to vent i'm not going to pretend that i'm super chirpy all the time.

SERIOUSLY. i'm not being a sexist or anything but guys these days..
omg la. What in the world has happened to chivalry and good ol days when ''ladies first'' really was meant as a sign of respect (or something along the lines of that) or when they would compliment a girl sincerely, or treat a girl like the princess she really is. haha okay, too much of disney cartoons la.
Guys from my daddy's generation used to respect the women with hell a lot of respect whereas most guys now have megan fox's bod in their head 24/7 and have little respect when it comes to women. Though i have to admit that she is really hot but that;s not the point

I really hate it when guys talk about girls(in general)like we're merely sex objects or things to satisfy their desires. We are actually human beings(even though men are from mars and women are from venus) with actual feelings and a HEART, yes not to forget that. We might be unpredictable at times, and we might seem like we're hard to understand, but basically we want the r.e.s.p.e.c.t

Not in the salute- when -you- see- us- US -navy- marine way but to actually take the time to understand us, to listen when we talk, to be sensitive to our feelings instead of ..

-taking into account your own feelings, wanting only what YOU want and just blurting out every single thing that cross your mind be it hurtful or not.

Its that simple. You don't need no John Gray self help books to tell you that.

GUYS, prove me wrong.

Heal the world- Michael Jackson

2009-09-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

Will be performing that song tommorow with the delta gang+ Shen Kai so hopefully everything goes well. It was a super duper last minute thing so i still can't remember the lyrics gah. Am thinking of jotting it down on my palm just to be on the safe side....

OMG. when i get my first paycheck, i am HIRING A MAID.
not an indon maid, a filipino one : )

not because i have anything against them actually i kinda do cause my first maid was somewhat abusive, gr that bitch.. and my second one went crazy after an unfortunate incident with her pervertic agent -.-

i don't care, i will still hire a maid, either that or get a damn good dishwasher.

Yep, add washing dishes to top3 most irritating activity ever.
and mind you, not washing one or 2 dishes but a MOUNTAIN of them, almost every night.

: ( sigh.

after some thought. hmmm.
o well i shall not complain, think of CHILD LABOUR and those poor kids sold by their parents who get extorted by evil callous men who are chauvinists pigs and think of no one but themselves . omg that reminds me of josef fritzl that inhumane devil. ok i am rambling now. haha.

bottomline is, when feeling frustrated, get into kawaii mode preferably with a friend who is willing to layan you :D

Have a cute day :) kawaii ^ ^

Strawberry flavoured Rocky = Love

2009-09-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

Its 2 and i'm still sitting here in front of the computer when i really should be sleeping.
Sigh. and i thought it'd be the perfect night to catch up on sleep : (

But first things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my crazy, gorgeous, funny bestfriend!

Our chocs-are-love pic : )

I think i already wrote basically everything i wanted to say to you in the card i gave you already so i'm not gonna write much here.
You're a great friend, a very wise advisor too i must say and you have such a big heart : ) Man, we have come a long way huh but i'm proud to say that we've never had any fights or even tiny arguments. Peace out! ^^ see i even typed your favourite emoticon just for you LOL.

ProbG's love you! <3

i really should be sleeping now but then i have too many thoughts in my head.
This always happens on a Friday night, oddly enough. i think maybe its all the thoughts gathered from the week and i guess i have to let it all out somewhere.

1)I secretly (use to) have a fear of growing up.
When i was young i had this secret obsession towards Peterpan and the whole idea of Neverland and not growing up because come on, how cool is it to stay a kid forever, do nothing but literally sleep, eat, play and shit and not worry about stupid unnecessary things that we grown up mature(?!) teenagers now face. As we grow older, more responsibilities are heaped upon our shoulders. Oh and parents are so confusing sometimes.

Take one.''Can you please grow up and act a little bit more mature ar? stop acting like some kid, you're already 16 years old okay jhjshfjhsjfs''

Take two.''You think that, just because you're 16 years old you think you're now a very big and mature girl already and you can do whatever you like?!''

whaaaa-?

when i look back, i have to say i had a fun and enriching childhood, yay me i had the whole collection of Disney movies :D
but then now thinking about it, it was a good chapter of my life but i'm happy to say that i cannot wait to venture upon new and exciting things to come : ) )

2)i think what comes around, REALLY goes around. Kaaaaarma!
This, is so true. Personal experience!

3)i dislike people who are self-centred.
grrrrrrrrr

4)I think i somehow get along very well with people who are damn sampat ;)
omg this is damn true okay, coughmandalynnclarapei just to name a few :p seriously! and no i dont think its cause im sampat as well, but maybe cause i balance out the sampatness in them :p okay im so gonna get zha-ed

5)i daydream. too much
no not the typical gaspard uliel waking up one day and discovering that i'm the one for him kind of dreams, but dreams of travelling around the world doing crazy things, and running into crazy adventures/funny misadventures. You know. living life to the max! sigh..the truth does hurt : /

6)i am overly fickle
i can never decide on anything, gah. And this frustrates the crap out of me! I can never decided where i want to eat, which dress i wanna buy( in the end i dont buy anything because i get so angry with myself), which show i wanna watch, or even how many darn chicken mcnuggets i want when i order McDelivery -_-

7) :) :( :D :p
When i'm happy, i'm super-duper happy. When i'm upset, i break down. I'm too nice sometimes, i follow my heart when i clearly know i shouldn't. I scream when something excites me and i laugh like a crazy maniac at at inappropriate times

8)i'm really forgetful
sometimes i can even forget what i specifically reminded myself not to forget what i knew i would forget if i forget to remind myself to. oh screw it

This is fun, but i really have to sleep so i shall continue this some other time then : )

Jalur Gemilang

2009-08-31T10:02:00.000-07:00

I remember in primary school we used to sing this song during Merdeka celebration every year, and at the same time, we were given mini flags to wave about and we'd try our very best to look and feel patriotic(even though we were just extremely happy to be able to skip class)

And then after that, some teacher will melaungkan Merdeka 3 times and we'd have to follow suit but then normally the only people that take it seriously are the principle and teachers, but then the teachers are normally staring off into space trying to look like they're deep in thoughts :p And then after that, we'd totter off back to class and continue doing whatever we were doing that day.

And that, pretty much sums up our National Day.

In my opinion, today, mosy of the youth of this generation'll probably never experience the feeling of being so proud of being a Malaysian that we shed tears whenever the national anthem plays or actually offer to go to war to defend our country. Obviously because we've never had to go through so many trials and what not to achieve independence.

Heck, if i were to kena NS i'd dread it like how i usually dread an injection and you'd have to drag me there kicking and screaming.

Also, most of us probably have had thoughts of migrating to some cooler country of whatsoever because the education/political/reckless malaysiandrivers etcetc drives us up the wall here x )

but really, where else in the world can u find people of diff races bonding over teh tarik and roti canai? where language like ''you think you tailou ahh'' isn't gibberish talk and where the walls of public toilets and places are so kindly ''decorated'' by artistic and expressive Malaysians, and where the Yellow light of the traffic lights means SPEED WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT instead of slowing down.

sadly, we are still believed to be living on trees, you know, being a 'third world country' and all that -.-

Anyways. I shall just conclude that despite all the quirks and flaws of the country, i am still a proud Malaysian, Happy Merdeka!

Welcome to KL, haha wth!

I'm. not. paranoid

2009-08-30T09:50:00.000-07:00

i love my friends : )

I should have wore a mask to curve today, *smacks head*

and no, its not to cover up :p but its because i feel feverish right now :/

oh boy.
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anyways, someone just turned 16 today!

Someone extremely hyper, fun, gorgeous, PERASAN, and crazilly smart

aka Andrea Lee : )

Its been 4 years and counting since i first met her and which also i had a memorable first impression of, dont worry i wont type it out here but u know la : )

We shared countless moments together hehe sneaking wasabi balls during Chinese period, laughing ourselves silly over somebody's VPL during Chinese period, laughing ourselves silly over Nothing during chinese period, stoning together during chinese period, zha-ing Eugene during Chinese period and so on.

no wonder cik chong always looks like she wants to murder us la

-____-

There's just this undeniable chemistry between us (haha chey!) i mean, bond : ) We can laugh like maniacs over the randomest thing like an ape-looking human in the Sejarah textbook ( which i dont get why no one found funny cause it was damn hilarious la! ) talk to each other just about anything and more.

You're awesome okay, as much as i dont like admitting it to your face because we'd probably start some weird who's awesome-r nonsense and i'll end up chanelling my inner ghetto but yeah, that's how we roll : )

You deserve nothing but the best, remember that!

Oh no, stupid song stuck in my head. again.

2009-08-27T10:01:00.000-07:00

Marishka Hargitay!

Okay i know i've been slightly in touch with my corny/cheesy/emo(HAHA) whatever side lately but don't worry! i haven't lost my magic touch :p

or so i shall self proclaim.

The whole week was mainly

-shopping for things i didn't really need *gulity gulity*

-watching shows like MTV sweet sixteen that irritated the hell outta me yet i couldn't bring myself to do something productive

-spending hours on the phone talking about nothing, which i enjoy : )

-and watching movies after movies

OOH watch UP! : ) i found every scene so hilarious i think i killed the sentimental mood for Clara and Manda when they came over to watch it.

*sniffs in silence at sentimental part where Ellie and Carl flashback on romantic times*

*giggles at Carl's potato looking nose*

Maybe being a kindergarten teacher is my secret calling.

i ADORE the little chubby boy, Russell from the show :D but then again, i have no patience dealing with kids that are up their ass.

And The Proposal was good too : ) though it seemed very unrealistic, who falls in love in just 4 days?? :o

Ever have those moments sometimes where a certain song brings back memories?

Detroit City-Eminem

A certain Std 6 memory which i wish to erase.

i think i just had one of those moments where i want to slap myself and ask what was going through my head then -.-

p.s CANNOT.WAIT.TILL.I.CAN.DRIVE

This is unnecessary

2009-08-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

Walking, working, barely breathing
My thoughts, far away
Heart aching, mind racing
Sleep does not come easily, nor last long....
~Peter Winstanley

Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown

Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again. ~Rosa Parks

Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.
~Kurt Vonnegut
: )

I think God is trying to make me stronger, and i hope in the end, i will become someone much stronger.

I hate being weak, to crumble and get sucked down like the rest of them because i know that though it is so tiring to put up a strong front all the time, whatever happens is for the better : )

I never knew how much influence i had over someone, to have the ability to bring someone out of their shell is something i always envied in other people, but today someone made me realise how much of an impact i had on him.

And for that, i thank you.

:] i vud like ze damburvger

2009-08-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

Am currently in some whacky convo with Pei the naughty one and Bren the bitchy :p , thus the weird title. My dad's giving me the look like i'm some out of my mind because i'm doing the silent laughter with my body rocking backwards and forwards haha okay u didn;t have to know that :p

My arms are aching because i did something productive today! i went for Tennis class and it was pretty fun even tho i was quite the noobie :/, much more fun than jogging because i had Steph to teman me and my only friends weren't elderly people or obnoxious kids playing catching.

Sweating so much has never felt so good : )

Anyhoos i'm looking forward to the days to come, hopefully this holidays would be awesome unlike the first half of today where i was zonking in front of the tv eating while attempting to do add math. Like Clara said, our lives somehow seemed to be more happening when we were younger.

True that : /

This was 2 years ago! Good times man, from I never confessions to 4 am in the morning, karaokeing to the gayest songs and what not, lets catch up this holidays people!

Problematics : ) )

Kaki lima rempit gang! omg its been so long la : //

ooh guess what i found,

Zoe Bootay ! This was taken when we were form1. and its our supposedly-lesbo picture, i swear, so many people asked me if we were lesbians when i posted this picture up 3 years ago -.-

Wise words from the mom

2009-08-17T03:56:00.001-07:00

People are always going to talk about you, but if every tiny thing they say get to you, then life is going to be extremely miserable.

TRUE THAT MOMMY : )

really, i'm the one who holds my happiness in my hands so no one has the power to rain on my parade or anything if i dont allow them to.

STICKS AND STONES CAN HURT MY BONES BUT WORDS WILL NOT HURT ME.

: )

Get my ghetto on

2009-08-17T02:44:00.000-07:00

My holidays were eventful, how was yours?

Saturday

the unmistakable concert tickets-on-lips pose.

TAKE ONE.

the unmistakable pose-in-the-toilet-mirror pose
TAKE TWO

The unmistakable self indulgent-shot-in-the-mirror
TAKE THREE

The unmistakable company made up of friends wearing bright coloured tee shirts that resemble traffic light colours so they do not lose each other
TAKE THREE

MTV WORLD STAGE
READY TO ROCK :D woohooo

OVERALL, the experience was nothing but a whirlwind of EXCITEMENT, STRESS, jeng-jeng-jeng moments and spontaneous decisions involving last minute decisions to make a race to the kelana jaya station to get our golden ticket!
The 3 of us + Pouring rain+ spontaneous streak=BRILLIANT.

the long breaks in between were excruciating, my legs felt like they were going to break apart any moment and my goodness, the food and drinks were a bloody ripoff! Didn;t bother catching estranged,i remember Raygun and the stage being really Flashy, pixie lott was pretty, Hoobastank was THE REASON i went :p, All American Rejects were all I WANNA see and Boys like girls were the friggin THUNDER!

i think its pretty obvious who i thought were the highlightes of the night :DD

i think i am a new BLG starstruck fan with the squeels and all

sighh, it really is something hearing that special song sung live while being with a special one :)

Met up with the p.girls that night but lost them halfway due to the CRAZY AMOUNT OF PEOPLE. i swear, it was as if MTV went outside mid concert and distributed the tix to everyone and anyone they see.

the number of ppl magically doubled in a few hours time -.-

Why oh why didn't Tyson Ritter throw a shoe,his sweaty neon yellow top or something,anything out for the crowd..

Flying Pigs

2009-08-12T21:52:00.000-07:00

Decided to change the blog layout back to white because the purple was getting to me, in a bad way. but wow, the whiteness of it now! *blinks eyes*

Anyhoos, woke up smiling because of a text from the cousin : Jan! did u know that there's a lake in Semenyih called Taman Tasik Semen?!

OMG -_________- hahahahahaha! that certainly brightened up the morning.

Also woke up with Chim-chim-ree stuck in my head because of this Mary Poppins related dream i had which also involved Robots terrorising Earth.

My mind really does work in weird and wonderful ways -.-

Still trying to sell my MTV world stage mosh pit tickets, RM350, anyone? its a damn good deal okay! outside, they're selling rm400 and above..me? I'm just a nice girl with no intentions of extorting anyone : )

arghh i'm damn frustrated at the moment because i'm trying to change my blog templates so i'm reading tutorials and etc but its just not working..*bangs keyboard*
i give up.

sigh not only do i have an overactive imagination i am also technologically challenged.

Note to self: Nothing is impossible!

Daydreamer-Adele

2009-08-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

A picture speaks a thousand words, so this will be a post filled with more than a thousand words.

(actually i'm just lazy to blog properly :p)

For the first time in my life, i won something huge : )

thanks to my stoner friend above aka telepati buddy amanda

i'm crossing my fingers in hope that everything'll work out this weekend!

omg, i really wanna see Tyson Ritter !

happy belated birthday mun ching! From childhood bestfriend's to classmates. Which is so weird yet awesomely cool. She's the one in the middle btw. we've seen each other through our nerdy primary days, laughed till we almost peed, teased each other over stupid childhood crushes and made wonderful memories. i love you, you loudspeaker :D wait, must add in Tall loudspeaker.

Two people who i love in different ways and never fail to make me laugh till my sides ache! :D

Bookhay! Syok sendiri moments.

Let's do the happy dance

this is what we do in school, tapping into our inner picasso : )

Top left: Ter's , Sue's

Bottom left: Mine, Boo's

Jan, Steph, Mun

the orange of our uniforms are unmissable.

hmm, its kind of how i'm feeling at the moment

i miss you : (

why am i so corny lately ? jskdhfjshfssdf

Funhouse-Pink

2009-08-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

the volcano..did not erupt.

AWESOME : )

sleepover mun's yesterday was great! managed to annoy the rest to stay awake with me except for sue who zonked out early but was still somewhat awake -.- weird.

Put a bunch of hyperactive(ok la i'm referring to myself since most of them were on the verge of zonking out already but i still managed to make them stay awake. Superpowers baby :D ) 16 year old girls in a room with Pictionary and comfy pillows and MTV in the background.

FUN OR NOT? :D

Anyhoos, will blog more about it when i get the pics.

p.s i'm so bored with my hair *tugs at hair*
p.p.s am feeling slightly euphoric at the thought of being able to SLEEP IN for an entire week :D
YAY

If it kills me - Jason Mraz

2009-08-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

lovelove Jason Mraz at the moment .

Well..kinda got the mojo back.
Rambling ahead!

Love.
its so simple. that 4 letter word that created many industries, spawned empires of romantic books, to romance sob-fest shows like A walk to remember and Love actually. The 4 letter word that gives our life that needed zest. What would we all do without love?
Life will be like a clear sky without fluffy blue clouds that will somehow brighten your day, like a night without constellations to dot the skies....
I'm no shakespeare, but you get my gist.

Amore
Just the sight of that special person sends your heartbeat racing, your heart pumping so hard againts your chest it feels like it will explode and the fuzzy warm happy feeling that just seem to plaster that annoyingly cheesy smile on your face. Your friends ask you what's wrong with you and you just can't seem to say anything but smile but know that deep down inside, you've got something special that no one but you and him get to share.

Love
love in the family. It's so rare in our society these days, it's common to see families break apart, destroyed by financial problems and whatnot. Honestly, i feel really blessed to have such a warm and loving family. Sure my mom has her moments where she starts screaming and tempers start to flare, my dad has his days where he loses it but still, i've seen the look on both my parents faces when i achieve sucess in anything i do. and when i share my aspirations with them, i know they really listen to me. and that means a lot. It is simple moments like these that get me thinking that i really should be grateful and stop, STOP complaining about my lack of freedom. sigh.

Love,
its so simple, yet so complex at the same time. When you love, you give your entire heart to that other person. Despite feminists(haha i would label myself as a semi) who strongly say that women are independant people and we don't need a guy to complete us..in truth, of course we don't need anyone to complete us, we're wonderful just the way we are but there is a longing inside to satisfy, A feeling our parents love and sisterly love can't fill. A longing only the significant other can fill..

Ever had the feeling where you feel as if your whole world has crashed upon you ? that you just wanna crawl into bed and wish that the universe would swallow you up so you won't have to face the cold hard truth, the heartbreak caused by love itself..

I haven't.
but i've read so much about it,on blogs, in books, magazine articles etc. seen it happen to my friends, and i can feel their hurt and see their pain when they tell me about the love they have found but lost along the way. i've seen them cry, seen them shed buckets of tears over guys that aren't worth their time, but as the cliched saying goes, love is blind. And when 2 are blind, they fall in love : ) I won't say that falling in love when you are in high school is a waste of time, cause i'd be a hypocrite :p but all i'm saying is, it is okay to stumble, it is okay to fall out of love, because we learn from mistakes and we grow from them.Well, i'm not some expert on this subject but based on my 16 years of observation and etc, i have came to conclude that

Love is about accepting each other's flaws, about being kind and patient to others,about being a stronger person despite anything that's happen and most importantly, to love yourself because you, are worth it : )

p.s haha omg i cannot believe i just started rambling and went on and on. Oh well, this shall be a reminder to myself to LOVE MESELF :D despite FML days, bad hair days and screw-the-world days.

I am confused

2009-08-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

blogger's mindblock=frustrating.

gah.

nothing is impossible. personal testimony :)

the song and costume is worth watching the video for :D

My personal favourite : )

alright i'm out!

Tonight's gonna be a good night

2009-08-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

Facebook..is awesome.

Where else would we know who's newly single, in love. in lust and what not in our social circle?

Where else would we be able to amuse ourselves with bad pictures of our friends :p jkjk.

Where else would we waste our waking moments on pointless quizzes that predict where you'll first lose your virginity

Where else would we have the chance to reconnect with old classmates and find out who's became Lala ^ ^, who has went on to become renowned math geniuses, or wannabe rappers

Where else would we have such amusing group comments commenting on hilarious photos that captured that moment of craziness ;D

Where else would we know what tom, dick or harry ate for breakfast

Where else would teachers be able to post up homework for us if school closes down

(GASP!)

I tell you, the teachers in my school are taking their responsibility too seriously ! : (
all the subject teachers gave out their FB usernames and told us to add them.

WELL, I don't think that's going to be possible : )

After 10 years of learning piano.

Tommorow's the final test.

Please bless everything,God

Like A Star-Corrine Bailey

2009-08-03T01:18:00.000-07:00

I'm currently very much in love with that song : ) not to mention, it was featured in Grey's!

Skipped school today to practice piano because my exam is 2 days away. 2 FRICKKIN DAYS omg. and my scales are pathetic.
WHY did i have to get this strict lady examiner. : ///
malang.

Nevertheless, i will flash my brightest smile, put on a cool demeanor and waltz in the room calmly...

who am i kidding, i'll probably hyperventilate and have sweaty palm syndromes and experience the whole my-heart-has-dropped-to-my-stomach feeling. bah. stupid panic attacks.

BUT still, i'm thinking positive thoughts and staying absolutely COOL and Calm. *deep breaths*

Oh gosh, just heard from mom that there's a newly confirmed case of H1NI in SriKl : /

..........god bless that unfortunate fella but does that mean school might be closed down soon? :D

i sure hope so *crosses fingers*

the key to looking sexy in pictures is to seduce the camera.very inspiring, bryan. :p

uh oh, new obsession involving CHECKS. : / die. gonna drive myself crazy.

July : )

2009-07-30T02:25:00.000-07:00

Its coming to the end of JULY.

scary how time passes so quick like that, doesn't it?

ANYWAY, this post is dedicated to all the July babies :D

CINDY LOONG! aka miss LOOP DEE LOOP

July 30th(today)

Happy birthday you white girl! haha, the whole white thing is never going to end, sorry :p this girl is someone whom i've shared countless moments with and someone i'm definetely not hesitant to share whatever i've on my mind with. She is one person who has so much passion in dance, and add math(oh the horror), WADE ROBSON, and loves star world as much as i do :D hehe. She has a big heart and is one of the nicest people i know, oh and remember, dee? we were GOOD GIRLS in primary school, haha inside joke.

;DOmg remember this? this was taken 2 years ago

p.s let's go jog! i promise this time, i'll not fall asleep :p

JON THE ONG

July 29th

*squeels* we love jon!

two words immediately pop into my mind when i think of jon, which i shouldn't mention :x anyway this boy here is incredibly..smooth. On the dance floor, with the ladies cough cough,Plays the electric guitar super duper well and has one of the nicest vocals on a guy. I can talk to him about basically anything and he doesn't run away. He's seen my weird side and countless bimbotic moments, unfortunately : / yet..he still accepts me for who i am..*tears* LOL.

conclusion is, happy belated bday homie! i hope you didnt knock yourself out partying yesterday night :p

Brenda Ong

July 22th

Miss bigass! :)

what can i say? she's superduper friendly, loud, sings 24/7, does the randomest things ever and loves eating a much i do whoohhooo : ) ) oh yeah, she's so brainy its almost scary..oh and she layans me when i'm in my yo mama ghetto mood so how can she not be awesome? : )

Basile Ho Janh Janh

July 13th

awesomely LONG legs and hands down, one of the funniest person i know, definetely someone to go to when you're feeling down..or happy : ) haha!

Lynn Lok !

July 12

omg, this girl here is one girl that has the most contagious laughter ever. Geeks for life :D she's as weird as i am(or even weirder) has many many embarassing moments, does the best Tin mui impersonations, and does stupid things together with me when we get high(no alco involved), has the most glamorous fashion sense, and brings sampat to a higher level :p

Then; this was taken 2 years ago. Look how innocent lynn looks! : )

Now; at the LRT station for cheer 09

This Problematic girl's one of a kind lahh : )

AWESOME VIDS THAT MADE MY DAY :D

2009-07-28T03:51:00.000-07:00

Imagine if we all lived in musicals : )

a KICKASS MJ tribute :D done impromptu

Ordinary people doing the extraordinary : )

FML

2009-07-28T02:55:00.000-07:00

Feeling crappy after a miserable day? Need to laugh at the expense of others to cheer yourself up? If that's how you're feeling, then you need your daily dose of FML click

HAHA. that sounded like one of those annoying lose ten pounds in one week ads on tv :p

i think..that my face is super unoriginal : (
You know the whole thing about a person having 7 people in the world who looks exactly like himself/herself.

i think there are 26436427862 people in the world that i resemble -.-

i've heard
''Jan! i saw a lala in sungai wang that looks exactly like you!''
''Jan! i saw a 9 year old girl the other day that looks hotter than you''

-_______-

''eh are you and Dan SIBLINGS?''

''eh jan, you look like my brother's friend la''
oh is that girl hot?
''No he's not. ''

so now i have dude tendancies, oh joy.

Up is where we go from here

2009-07-27T02:36:00.000-07:00

This is random but i officially rate Up by the Saturdays the most annoying song ever. next to anything by Akon, literally anything o________o Sorry la but the world already has enough girlbands, and they all sound so..packaged and unoriginal.

Any good song recommendations? Leave comments on the cbox : )

i feel like deleting my entire Ipod playlist but i'm reluctant to. It has seen me through my emo(LOL) days(Secondhand Serenade), feeling gay days(Fabulous by Sharpay, anyone? ) and just about any random mood.

but oh well, out with the old, in with the new right?

-this is random but i keep ''lifting my specs up'' even though i'm wearing contacts.haha.

-I wanna pick up electric, but i';m scared i'll give up halfway like how i did last year. MTV reinspired me!

-oh and today, when i got my accounts paper back, i laughed -.-

p.s blogging like this is fun :D

Pictures from Dee's birthday party on Saturday in TENJI

food was awesome! people were gorgeous and the games were fun :D

oh and have i mentioned, the theme was TWINS : )

Partner in crime, none another than LYNN LOKLOK ;D

Twin aka Alco :D and BIRTHDAY GIRL CINDEE :D

CHOCS MAKE US HAPPY, as you can very well see

This is how cool my friends are

Jasmine! in sunny yellow : )

DOUBLE TROUBLE *wink wink*

Reenactment of Brokeback mountain.

Best passionate make out, (don't worry it's pg 16 friendly) next to Optimus Prime and Decepticon :D

Last but NOT least,

Problematics!

New In Town- Little Boots

2009-07-24T08:56:00.001-07:00

I like Little Boots! She's like an electro sounding version of Lily Allen. i have a thing for Brit singers : ) Anyhoos, i know i've been neglecting this blog for a very very long time. Firstly because i had EXAMS..which i do not want to talk about, and also because i simply felt lazy and unmotivated to blog. My fingers felt too heavy for the keyboard! :p okay now i'm just talking nonsense.

oh and for the first time in TWO WHOLE YEARS.....

I WENT ICE SKATING!

and omgg. my legs..are..killing me : (

ohh the terrible price to pay for having fun, but then again, i don't really mind laah cause i had a lot of fun! even tho i fell on my skinny ass 3 times and what made it worse was the fact i was wearing shorts. ughhhh jakun jakun.

i felt like an elephant on ice. haha!

at first i had this theory that ..

Hypothesis: It is common that tall people don't skate very well

Inference: Tall people don't skate well because their centre of gravity is higher

THEN, i saw how most of the pro skaters there are like skyscraping height. and how ter managed to learn to skate withn mins, omg.

oh well, SELF COMFORT still ROCKS :D

ouch my ass is killing me as well oh double joy : (

all the we're-so-glam-we-travel-by-mini-bus, boob grabbing, robot skating moments and etc

Priceless :D

21 bucks very well spent i would say. Though the gloves were a bloody ripoff!

i should set up a stall next to the counter and sell it 2 bucks cheeper. haha, wow i have the usahawanan potential : o

lol. owwwww . what i really want/need now is an OSIM massage chair.

I wonder what'll happen to me 50 years later : ( i think i'd be travelling everywhere with my superchanggih wheelchair by then.

Don't mess with us yo cause we from the hood

BUTTERLEGS on ice aka long lost primary friend, shen kai the perasan one, robotskater, PEANUT and bimbobuddy! : ) the rest were emo-ing somewhere haha.

:D the rest of the pics are with steph. Shall post it when i get them : )

Does anyone know the best way to cure eyebags? Apart from sleeping early :p SOS!

i'M CRAVING MAGGIE MEE GORENG. omg.

I can't stand myself for being so darn fickle.

Sometimes thinking back on how much i changed since primary school scares me. personality wise.

I don't want to regret, yet i don't do anything about it. sigh.

: ) ) )

2009-07-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

Man, its almost 2 in the morning and i'm not in the least tired. I'm not really in the mood to blog either but i gotta liven this dead thing.

School was..school. In case you're wondering, the daily life of a 4 Delta student usually consists of
a. live radio telecast by none other than BORY
b. me and pei fighting and giving each other the eye about really random stuff. haha! i realise i bond well with people who are slightly odd. :p
c. the boys drooling over megan foxiness. CMON who else o.o
d. groaning/stoning when it comes to add math, physics and sej. Or is it just me?
e. complaining about our crappy food : / the euphoria of having spaghetti kinda died a semester ago. hah!

come to think of it. why do teachers even bother stalking the students blog -.- We're such good girls and boys ! 16 year old girls and boys swearing, posting unsuitablevids, and stuff..pftt cmon! :D

Had my usual bonding session with my telepati friend, amanda. omg. We went from loafer shopping ahemahem:p, to ipod shopping, trying outrageous colour contacts and got the shock of our lives when we found out that making scrapbooks can cost up to rm1000!
that must be one hell of a scrapbook.

and i think i slightly offended the guy when i commented in such an uncivilised manner that the scrapbook must contain gold or sth to actually be sold for a whopping rm1000! o__o
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I'm still obsessing over MJ'S death. i don't know why, but i feel so affectionate for him.

and no i strongly believe that the whole molestation case, was a desperate attempt for some idiotic boy to extort money out of him.

Sure he's slightly eccentric but give the guy a break, he never had the chance to experience a proper childhood, adolescence and i think, pretty much his whole life.

was i the only one who teared during Brooke Shield's speech ? She made him seem so human, so childlike even. And when his daughter came up to speak about him. I think the whole room shed a tear.

RIP MJ.

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Random thoughts are like whizzing through my brain .

bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. am currently pigging out on Jellybeans! awesome stuff. I realise i always avoid sweets that are yellow. eg, yellow mentos, jellybean, wonkas etc.

OH watch this. Hilarious stuff: ) kev jumba is awesome.

p.s HAPPY 18TH BDAY YEE HOR YAN! : ) You're finally legal, and getting old. haven't seen you in a long long loooong time. the last time you saw me i was wearing my striking orange uniform with black shorts haha! malu. anyway not gonna get all mushy here but you know i love you!

Starstruck- 3oh!3

2009-07-07T02:25:00.000-07:00

5TH JULY 2009

Definitely going to be one of the most memorable days of my year : )

BLITZERZ emerged as CHAMPIONS of cheer 2009! : DDD

words cannot describe how proud i am of each and everyone of them. I may not be in smkbud 4 anymore but once a blitz supporter, always one : )

We won BEST SUPPORTER TOO! : )

sorry la lansi a bit. props to xian qi, aiman and laj! Wonderful event coordinaters indeed!

Don't mess with the wrong blue y'all : )

I did not regret coming down with horrible flu and sore throat after cheer 09 one bit :p

Other than that, i spent a day (half a day) in KL with 3 friends that made the day super duper fun!

Going around KL like tourists and having tons of fun laughing our butts off over silly stuffs and holding on for dear life on our bags. Learning chinese too proved to be extremely useful for reasons i shall not reveal:D

Amanda and her 1009930th stoned expressions
We even stopped by Petaling Street to support Malaysian goods. Pirated goods and all.
*pats self in pride*
THIS was when we missed our stop :p

Jon ong! haha. take him to the strippers

:DDDD

Proudly showing off our supporter tees.

I just realised that i barely took much pictures that day.

All in all, it was a really really fun day : )

'' OMG OMG someone please text us the result la! *fidgets nervously* ''

Checks phone every 2 minutes

BEEPBEEP .......

*screams so bloody loud the window panes of the train probably cracked*

the expressions of those people in the LRT with us were priceless :D

Can't wait for cheer 10! haha that sounds oddly like some Ben 10 sequel -.-

mmfff back to reality now that the weekend's over.

somebody pinch me :/

Makes the boys go whoohoo!

2009-06-29T02:22:00.000-07:00

I love : )

Ah Chak, Felix, Andrea miss Loudmouth and myself.

Watched Transformer with a gang of 25+ on saturday. t'was a great show la overall, and i'd think the boys enjoyed it much much more. for very obvious reasons. coughmeganfoxandher..assets.

and what was with the robot with balls?? o______o

Today was a good day. Was supposed to meet with kz and co but the plan fell thru last minute : (
p.s Lynn! i spotted you in BP -.-
oh daddy's calling.
The pool's awaiting me! till then : )

haha! blessed with crazy ass friends : )

Bitterheart-Zee Avi

2009-06-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

Can't be bothered to fill in the captions : )

Was so bored in class we gave each other ghetto names.

btw i secretly think i have some black blood in me -.-

i got to be Chantelle :p Cause im fly. haha. Bren's Shaniqua, Pei's Lady GohGoh, Shing's Shingy from the block(inspired by Jenny from the block), Francis calls himself the Marshmellow man(?), Juan's Lil Wern and Ter's..well ter :) and someone's tyrese, can't remember.

i know, we're so gay. but whatever keeps us going right : )

btw! read this then vote! :D its damn funny i swear, haha amanda you're a genius : ) i see future fashion magazine editor potential.

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When JJ and Ean announced on the morning show that Michael Jackson passed away, my jaw literally dropped. Here was a man who bought pop music to a whole new leval, who created the infamous MOONWALK and so on..but he was also labelled a freak by the media later on, which i really felt sorry for.

Despite all the negative stuff, he's a legend. MJ, may you Rest in peace.

Caution: not for the faint hearted

2009-06-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

Today i discovered that i'd probably never ever have the chops to become a surgeon.

Because i nearly threw up during dissection in Bio today.

call me a loser but seeing all those slimy and icky intestines make me squirm okay!

but after a while the ick feeling went away and i joined in the cutting, snipping and etc :/

i felt so sorry for the poor rat ! i might not like rats very much(okay fine i don't like them at all but cmon! i wouldn't wanna die getting sliced open and having my guts pricked out by overactive 16 year old teenagers : /

but as mae said, it died with a purpose :D

Before

omg it looks like its crucified or sth : (

the aftermath

.....i warned you!

2009-06-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

YO YO YO WASSUP

2009-06-21T01:47:00.000-07:00

to many of your astonishment(pardon the pun), the line above is what u normally hear in my house everyday.

no, not from me or my sis..

but from my dad. -.-

yeah you heard right. Its actually really weird coming from my very prim and proper dad, the one who told me to lay off boys probably till i'm 50, the one who quizzes me random Bible facts when i ask him to entertain me, the one who introduced me to the awesomeness of cili padi, my favourite person to annoy, the one who can magically fix anything and everything that goes wrong in the house and the one who always thought kaka's name was kiko

-______________-

i think that's where i got my weird traits from :D

He's almost like a bestfriend. There's so much i admire about him. He sees the positive in many things and excels at everything he does. He laughs at my lame jokes, knows the bible like the back of his hands, teaches me accounts till the wee hours of the morning, does my kh project for me :p listens to my daily complains, sings Doncha to annoy the heck out of me and so on, has immense faith in me to achieve the impossible, but he also

Nags me

Nags me..a lot

doesn't give me what i want usually, i'd have to work for it

Ignores me for the tv

Yells at me

Criticise me

Give me 2 hour long lectures : /

He might not win the best dad award, have imperfections of his own but don't we all?

but i'm proud to have him as my dad : )

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY YO! :D

HAHAHHA. classic pose -.-

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btw, everything's cool now : )

thanks guys.

Ain't no sunshine on a cloudy day

2009-06-19T01:31:00.000-07:00

i'm alright, i swear i really am.

To pei,ter,juan,manda,andrea,steph,mae,shing,sue,bren etc etc. u guys never fail to put a smile on my face, and to make me laugh.

Nah. here's a big XOXO for y'all. sweet right!
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p.s happy 19th month anni to andrea and felix, the most adorable couple ever : )
p.p.s Girls, sorry for being MIA last week. I promised earlier already so i couldn't back out of it. anyway, just wanted to let y'all know that u guys mean the world to me :D so don't hate me or anything!

corniness aside,
chicks over d**ks all the way.

is it just a phase? i honestly don't know.

peekaboo i see youuu

2009-06-17T23:50:00.000-07:00

Jai Ho makes me want to dance!

like seriously : (

Oh and enjoy the playlist at the right, my current favs..including Jai Ho haha : )

I thought i would enjoy the peace and quiet at home alone, but noooo..the house is simply too quiet. so i turned the tv on, but i'm the room. waste of electricity i know, but i can't stand deathly silences. not when i'm alone at home anyway, thanks to all those horror movies :/ they seem to leave a scarring impression on me, thus the whole not looking in the mirror when i wash my hands after 2 am nonsense : /

As expected, my results were...merely satisfactory : /
not gonna ramble on about my horrible add math and acc marks because it is horribly depressing but im just gonna cross my fingers and hope mum'll be in a good mood on report card day. which is next saturday! *cue horror music*

Lately, i've been thinking a lot about things, you know like normal things like our existence on this planet and all.
and i realised that things that i've believed since forever..suddenly doesn't seem all that simple.
I've started doubting and questioning my faith.

If all that's keeping me grounded are miracles and blessings, what does it mean when people of other religion boast of miracles they witnessed, and blessings that they receive? Does that also mean that their God is true and living as well...?
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I so so so badly want to go back to US!
its hands down, my favourite country to visit :D
The tremendous FUN and life of LA, the glitz and glamour of Vegas, the beaches and what not of california.
not to mention visiting the set of desperate housewives at Universal studio,just the street la, omg i was srsly starstruck :D

but i don't mind Aussie either. please mom don't cancel the trip!
gahhhh screw the flu : /

Oh i went to KLIA after school with steph 2 days ago, we were gonna board a flight to Paris, because we won some prize :D
haha sadly that isn't true but we did go to the airport, because i had to pee :x and because the driver had to pick her mom up from the airport.

janice: I love the feeling of being in the airport!
Steph: me toooo, imagine like year end we go overseas with our friends then we get to board the whole plane to ourselves
Janice: haha as if! but i knowwww, omg we get to have starbucks right before we board and doubleswisscheese burgers from Burger king!
Steph: *squeels in delight*

i think that's why we both get along so well -.-

Heartless-Kanye West

2009-06-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

that song was stuck in my head the whole day after me, ashwin, joann, devain and anir sang it during PMS -.- paiseh betul. haha.

anyway, its a school day and im at home! :D hehe. decided to skip school because i wasnt feeling well(sore throat)LOL, and also because it was some rehearsal thing which i wasn't involved in so i didn't wanna stone in school.

Tagged by Xian Hui and Sue Anne
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Hmm, my cheeks?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
I get to sleep for 3 more hours! whooohoo!

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH?
Fel!

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
No way

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
err, when i finally get over my fear of INJECTIONS! : /

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
Of course

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
Nah that's plain cruel

8. What does your last text message SAY?
something about dan calling me jakun -.-

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?
i must be really bored to be actually doing tags!

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
hm, i have a few people in mind ? : ) just kidding

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
twelve am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
its a blitzerz tee. school spirit man :D

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
my mind is one big blur right now. i just woke up -.-

14. Who was the last person who texted YOU?
Dan the man :D

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz
1. Cindy
2. Jon the Ong
3. Delia RP!
4. Mun ching
5. Felicia
6. Brenda Ong
7. Dan ( i know you dont blog but still)
8. Xian Qi
9. Christine
10. Mun Wei (this will give you a reason to update! )

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH? ( Jon the Ong)
Prob some FHM model :p inside joke.

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE? (Delia)
HAHA. female. pretty obvious answer

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good? ( Dan and Cindy)
HMMM. don't think they would, but if they did, it would be pretty weird..and awkward!

18. What is no.1 studying? (Cindy)
er math? she's a math freak!

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
This month ?

20. IS no.4 SINGLE? (Mun Ching)
i don't know, ask her :p

21. Say something about no.2. ( Jon the Ong)
One of the best listeners, someone i can talk to easilly, sounds like Ne-yo when he sings, and has a thing for older girls -.-

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER? (Delia and Bren)
both very loud people. so i would say, they would cause commotion everywhere they go

23. Describe no.9. (Christine)
aw, we've a long history. Bestfriends since std 6 : ) has the ability to make me laugh till my stomach ache and hmm, understands what i go through : )

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT? ( Brenda Ong and Dan )
i'd probably stay away ; )

25 . Do you like no.8? (Xian Qi)
YEAH :D

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2009-06-14T07:01:00.001-07:00

Khaled Hosseini is a genius.
His books are..so wonderfully written, and the thing is..it really pulls at the heartstrings you know. And, most importantly, they have substance.

something most things lack these days, don't you think?

Show me what i'm looking for- Carolina Liar

2009-06-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

JUNE 13TH
Latest addiction : ) carolina liar, Good stuff.

A few random pictures here and there just cause.

Yellow house cheerleaders

Pardon the lala ^ ^ face, we were making silly faces to the cam :D

Modelling steph's SKY HIGH heels. i had to lean on the wall to balance myself : /

through good and bad :)

oh and, thank God all is well : )

Bff's forevaaahhhh! LOL. i'm sorry i ffked yesterday : ( (

chopped my hair till shoulder length-ish. loved the outcome : )

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i am not thinking about my results, i am not thinking about how screwed up my life'll be once school reopens and i get all the papers back. im fine..i think : /

this holiday has been an eventful one, outings with friends, vacation with the family and etc. Lets just say it has also taught me a lesson or two that i shall remember. Anyway, it's back to the life of books, stress and more stress soon! and of course, the crazy bunch of friends :D

well, Life goes on : ) we just have to take it in strides.

p.s Andrea your post made my night! :D haha

Cindy says:
omg i know you've probably heard this so many times
Cindy says:
but.. school T.T

till then everyone!

Heaven ain't close to a place like this

2009-06-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

i'm truly blessed with great friends : )

got a surprise bday cake from the srikl bunch today which was totally unexpected :) anyway had an awesome time kaoraokeing with them. almost lost my voice screaming to linkin park's Breaking the habit.

... pity i didn't get to sing Wannabe tho : /

met up with christine too! gosh its been forever, sorry i made u wait :/
anyway overall today was great ;D

Pics will be posted when i get them from steph!

i shouldn't be this emotional over a..book really : /

p.s am i the only one that finds SHREK hilarious??! omg. i was laughing like some maniac at the jokes. and some of it are meant for adults only o.o

Great DJ- the ting tings

2009-06-10T10:52:00.000-07:00

omg i am amazed how layan diri i can be when it is 2 in the morning..

Janice says:
dont hate me for saying this but
Janice says:
*flips hair* i know righttttt
Amanda See says:
*SLAPS*
Janice says:
hhahhah *DOUBLE SLAP *
Amanda See says:
*triple qudropple BITCH SLAP*
Amanda See says:
btw that sushi on your blog
Amanda See says:
was it meant to be a cake?
Janice says:
LOL i think soooo
Janice says:
kiamsiap ppl
Janice says:
Janice says:
*slamdunks amanda*
Amanda See says:
ermm.. ermm..
Janice says:
U GOT OWNED SISTA
Amanda See says:
*BODYSLAM JANICE WITH xxx*
Amanda See says:
HAH LOOK WHO GOT OWNED NOW!
Janice says:
omg.. *throws amanda into a 3 inch prison with xxx
Janice says:
*amanda faints cause of lack of oxygen
Amanda See says:
i am not claustrophobic
Amanda See says:
hahahaha
Amanda See says:
*amanda wakes up and locks janice in a room with a xxx that hasn't ate in 100000 years"
Janice says:
*janice grabs a chicken bone and throw it into amanda's mouth which was hanging open while she fainted*
Janice says:
*XXX CHARGES TOWARDS AMANDA AND.....GIVES HER''CPR''*
Janice says:
; )
Amanda See says:
OH NOOOOOOOOOOO!
Janice says:
OH THE KISS OF DEATH
*this part has been removed due to unsuitable content*
Amanda See says:
*amanda manages to swiftly run away from xxx and while chasing amanda xxx knocks janices over"
Janice says:
HAHHAHHA WTF!! *janice then runs away with fear and suddenly sees amanda getting kinky with xxx, apparently amanda forgot her specs again and thought xxx was ZZZ
Amanda See says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Amanda See says:
i am actually laughing out ;loud but then agian out loud also no sound
Janice says:
same heree
Amanda See says:
"suddenly, a tall dark and handsome stranger comes along and saves amanda from the clutches of evil xxx trying to take advantage of little innocent amanda and instead dumps janice as a bait"
Amanda See says:
"so while amanda rides off with prince charming, janice ends up with xxx watching the sunset"
Amanda See says:
HAHHAHA

: )

2009-06-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

OMG HAHAHHA!! oh the beauty of technology..

its amazing how Facebook can reconnect you with people you've never met in years. like this indian guy who used to crack me up with his lame jokes when i was 8 and transferred the next year. i found his profile on FB. and he looks like a mini version of sean kingston now o.o which i find. amusing. thus the omg in front.

just had to share that :D

p.s i am so addicted to playing bejeweled and checkers(even tho i keep losing) on msn! -.-

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ANYWAY.

yesterday was simply awesome : )

inside joke :p

yes awesome. you know what i always say about how i wish it could be my bday everyday?

i still secretly wish for that ! : )

thanks guys for the SURPRISE! in the morning, im sorry i didnt cry lol,oh so sweeet texts, the very expensive phone call from Laj who's in london, and all the cards, cake and wishes on fb, msn etc.

oh and thanks amanda for the cupcakes :D they taste awesome btw!

as u can see, she called it her..WONDERAMANDA CUPCAKES :D

free dish from the restaurant during dinner with the family : )

shall post up more pics when i get them but long story short, it was a memorable bday indeed : )

hopefully now that im sixteen, and more mature thank you very much : ) i'll finally shed my horrible habits and start to:

-stop procrastinating my hw, chores etc and letting them pile up before i decide to take action

-to pig out less heh :p

-to show more care and concern to those around me : )

-to gossip less..(hopefully)

-to stop daydreaming every 2 minutes

-to stop watching prison break reruns :D

- to stop buying stuff just cause i feel like it (ok this one's kinda hard to change la)

-and to update this blog more often.

and etc etc etc

i realise that i am getting even more sadistic nowadays. oh no : /

I do not hook up- Kelly Clarkson

2009-06-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to sum up Bali in one word but i can't. so here's what i thought about the place

-it was noisy..very noisy. everywhere we went, there were shops /stalls. and the shopkeepers would be trying to attract our attention by shouting their ''best prices''. it got annoying after a while : /

- it was like a Retirement island for americans, seriously.

-shopping heaven :D

-unsuitable contents displayed. coughcough

-they are insanely religious over there i would say.

oh and the men(not all la) there are pervy, or should i say..gatal?

this poor dancer got grabbed inappropriately several times by more than 4 pervertic men that ''accidentally'' grabbed her bottom when dancing with her

and another one. well u get the picture.

mom and sis : ) we stayed at the Hard Rock hotel and it was srsly awesome! i strongly recommend this hotel : )

don't worry i didn't sit on them, unlike my sister :p

most of all, Bali is one place to go if you're looking for breathtaking scenaries : ) the beaches are amazing!

:D

2009-06-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

today was good : ) got to catch up with the bu4 bunch including lynn and amanda. and as usual, we bring the noise to ou! a janitor even hushed us : / i dont blame them for being cranky but..hushing someone for merely chatting??

we were kinda loud but... still?

night at the museum was hilarious! as expected. finally got to satisfy my SHIHLIN CRAVING. the chicken is simply heavenly! but extremely sinful.

anyways i'm gonna leave for bali tmrw, so enjoy your holidays people!

here i come..to the sun, sea and sand! :D

till then!

I know you want me-Pitbull

2009-06-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

this blog is officially dead....please go liven up my cbox ppl: )

spammers not allowed tho.

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i really stink at games, be it bejeweled, checkers or daytona. its a curse i tell you! : (

btw, i dont mind wondermilk cupcakes for my bday coughhintcough :D

heavenly chorus(?)

2009-05-29T09:02:00.000-07:00

im back! : ) so much to say but i shall leave that to another day.

till then!
xo

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2009-05-12T08:45:00.001-07:00

ooh. daaamn, i have died and went to heaven : )

what am i still doing here?! arghhhh *slaps self*

1, 2, 3, 4 -Plain white tees

2009-05-12T08:41:00.000-07:00

IMPORTANT CRITERIA OF FUTURE HUSBAND
- must be willing to help me kill cockraches whenever i ask him to

very important quality okaay : )

p.s 2 very important bdays coming up tmr! Ry ann and Kesh : ) will post up birthday posts for my other fellow may bday babies as well soon!

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2009-05-02T00:28:00.000-07:00

anyone still remember this annoying website crush calculator?! omg, was scrolling thru past visited websites then i came across it and it brought back hilarious and insanely EMBARASSING memories from std 6 : (

it works like this, you type in your crush's name, then type in yours to see if u were compatible, and all around it, was messages like..TRY IT! its guaranteed to work 100 percent! So when this guy sent it to me, me being all gullible and naiive,really typed in the guy's name. and the next thing u know, it says sth like..oops you've been pranked! the email has been sent to xxx.

ridiculous right o.o

omg, do read the post below , from Xian Qi'(www.colouring-life.blogspot.com) blog( i found it damn funny but absolutely inhumane)

Friday, May 1, 2009

cringe worthy much.
SO....went to the park.Let me tell you a story about this crazy woman and her poor pitiful dogs.The last time Janice, Felix and I went jogging, she was using it as a bag. Hanging it from her shoulder with a leash around it's neck.wtheck. animal abuse! ( this is damn true! )

Some time ago, she was cycling at neck-breaking speed while the poor tiny dog(Copper's twice the size of it. IMAGINE) had to run at the side. The thing looked so tired but it had no choice but to run because.. it was either run or be dragged. -_______-

Today, i saw her pick up the tiny dog by the neck and throw it over me. I was sitting down by the way. And she just picked it up... and threw it over to the cement ground. Cause she didnt want it sitting on the grass.My dad was darn shocked. He was looking at her with the O________o expression.And all she said was...whoops!

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You Are a Dreamer

You are primarily concerned with possibilities. You tend to be a fanciful person.

All of the world's opportunities sometimes overwhelm you.

You are obsessed with ideas and tend to be a big thinker. Theories interest you greatly.

You crave intellectual stimulation. You are drawn to a philosophical way of life.

Are You a Dreamer or a Doer?

why..?!

2009-05-01T23:54:00.000-07:00

are all the good looking stars turning queer?! (it sounds much classier :p )

KYLE XY! : ( and Jonathan Bennet(from Mean girls) were supposedly dating a while ago, Samantha Ronson and Lindsay Lohan just split up, WENTWORTH MILLER(rumoured okay, rumoured) to be dating this guy from Brother and Sisters( Luke sth), Ellen Degeneres and Portia(who actually look quite sweet together but okay that's another story) and the list goes on and keeps increasing.

Multiple sources reveal exclusively to PerezHilton.com that Kyle XY star Matt Dallas is dating fellow Z-list actor Jonathan Bennett, whom most of you probably best remember as Aaron Samuels in Mean Girls.
"They've been dating for a while now and are very happy," a friend of the pair tells us.
Before Dallas, Bennett was previously linked to Lance Bass.

What kind of role models are these people? :o

I am going to blog more about this topic because its fascinating and it makes me curious how someone can possibly turn queer. I mean, have you heard news about women who discovered their husbands who they have been married to for 20 over years having affairs with some other guy :o my goodness. the world these days...
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Btw i've uploaded a clearer version of Yellow's cheer on my previous post.
Stumbled upon this vid on Youtube, Yellow power maaan :D

Jai Ho- Pussycat Dolls

2009-04-30T09:23:00.000-07:00

Have you ever watched a movie that sticks in your head longer than most movies do. Movies that have depth and aren't shallow and does not have a plot so predictable it feels almost cliched. A movie that made you think..?

i know i'm damn outdated okay!

but to me, this movie is really really good : ) ) they actually picked kids from the real slums of India to act in this show and i think they made the right move cause it brought out the essence of depicting the slums of India. After watching this, instead of putting me off India, i'm actually interested to go visit the country! :D

I specially liked Little Jamal and Latika! soooo adorable. That boy's gonna be real handsome when he grows up! sigh, so romantic.. : ) they're like a less tragic version of Romeo and Juliet. And i was so glad the movie ended happily, if it didn't..i want my money back!

there was this part in the movie where this group of men took in the orphans from the slums and welcomed them to stay at this peaceful and very inviting-looking place because they were all homeless after some war caused by religion. Little did they know that he was exploiting them to earn money. Example, there was this boy, Arvind who could sing really well. At first Arvind thought that the man was going to make him rich because he could sing, but the man actually had something else in mind. He dug out Arvind's eye with a spoon because blind singers actually earn double. So in the end, the poor boy was blind for life and he had to sing to earn money, not for his living, but to please someone else.

i was literally shaking during that scene. because i know that sindicates like these exist. very commonly in places like India especially, in our country too of course. Poor innocent children, having their LIMBS chopped off to help bastards like that guy make money. Just the thought of it saddens me : / if only something could be done to prevent or decrease cases like these. hmmmmm..

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: )

2009-04-30T03:21:00.001-07:00

My tummy hurts from pigging out so much with my pig out buddies, amanda and newly recruited member, andrea lee :D

eating can be so therapeutic sometimes.i think i have a problem, i eat too much! srsly god, i am thankful for my (not bad) metabolic rate. judging from the amount of food i eat, i'd prob be too big to go thru the front door by now.

exams are in about 2 weeks and i am NOT THE LEAST ready. somebody please hit my head with a hammer and wake me up. i need to find motivation!
maybe if i casually suggest to dad a few rewards i have in mind if i do well, hmm that that might do the trick :p

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We have hit the big day!
12 months woi : ) we're awesome. hehe.
today's a damn good day, for many reasons, and yes mc i'm happy for you too la! for finishing your long OVERDUE add math :D

not gonna write much here but remember the times at Home centre? Cheer 08 and lots more : )
here's to many more days and months of big fat smiles, love and laughter :D

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Extras : ) from my phone, sheena's cam and etc

Check out the laces : )

Pre sports day

i miss cheer practices : /

Kuningggg :D

2009-04-26T02:23:00.000-07:00

Tell me what we bleed, yellow pride yellow pride

as you guessed, yellow emerged champion once again! : ) am extremely proud to be in yellow house. one thing i realised about Sri Kl-ians, they're very supportive of their respective houses and will go all out to contribute something for the house. be it merely attending and cheering for the contestants in the various acaras, or training like giller for the event. and i admire that wei :)

Am currently 2 toned now, my outerpart looks fried, and according to my mom, i can pass as an indonesian o.o time to stay out of the sun, now that practices are over..*major sigh* i'm gonna miss practice so much! srslyy. AWESOME doesn't even describes the bonding times, bitching times, hilarious times, playing in the sprinkler times with the yellow house cheerleaders! even tho we got 2nd, i think we reallyy gave everything we had. when we stepped on the mat and heard everyone cheering for us, it was like..wooahhhh : ) deff sth to remember for a long time.

along the way, we had a BLAST :D

Our SUPERFLIERR shin yee! :D
laughing our butts of in raku zen!
half the team.
awhh we look so feminine and si-man : )
damn contrasting to what went on during our lunch session! ahhaah all the damn loud laughing that scared all the couples outside and the aphrodisiac talks. ahemm.

and finally..

Yes la its supposed to be stoppED. we had no space :p

the intro for green which was so cute :D
Rumah biruuuuu.
ze champions for cheer!

Greenagers. March past champs!

Pics credit to Rizki and Ee Lin. shall post up much more the next time : )

oh and congrats to Red for winning cheer! u guys were seriously so synchronized and the dances were great : ) ohhh and congrats to ter, shing, juan, mae and all the other athletes that did great ! and to BORY for winning march past! see la, all the stressing was worth it. This year was the only year i ever took part in anything and it was so Fun!!

..tho im hating my ugly tan lines : ( (
i wanna be fair again.people like dee and delia are so lucky!

i miss blogging so much btw! i had no internet connection for two whole weeks thanks to the thunder that struck my connection and now finally its fixed! *heavenly chorus*

ENJOY : ) much clearer version

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2009-04-09T22:37:00.001-07:00

ever met something u hated so much, detested the sight of it and cursed the living hell out of it everytime u come across it?

if u have, you must've met this disgusting species called

COCKROACH.

I'm not gonna post a picture of it cos everyone knows what a cockroach looks like right -.- there's an annoying one in my house right now and no matter how i scream hit and smack it still wouldn't go away and no one else in the family wants to kill it except me.

ugh : (

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meet ze amazing cast and crew of..

FOR LOVE OR FOR MONEY

WE DID IT PEOPLE! :DDDDDDDD

this looks so wrong.

THIRD PLACE OVERALL :D

*screams like an idiot*

Many more post drama victory and neal nigel's party pictures to come! :)

:D

2009-04-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

Just came back from school and my goodness, i am so darn tired!thanks to reading till midnight yesterday, this book called Match me if you can, which was pretty interesting : )

TODAY'S A GREAT DAY!!
..because 4 delta's drama titled..jeng jeng jeng..for love or for money(or either way) made it through the preliminary round and we're going into the finals baby! :D you should have heard the screams of joy when we found out we were in, seriously. you know what makes it so awesome, the script was completed just 3 days ago, compliments to mae, our awesome director : ) we practiced damn last minute but in the end, despite the frustrations, fights and comflicts, we made it! and i thought we had fun along the way too : ) everyone's damn talented and friggin hilarious! hahah

Tuesday's the big day people! hopefully*crosses fingers* we'll win top 3! haha. hey, impossble is nothing right.

oh btw, can't wait for the party tmr! :D haha. yes la, i always look forward to parties because i haven't been going out much lately, thanks to many reasons*curses under breath*

..but i have nothing to wear.

gahhh am typing from my dad's laptop which has the most annoying internet connection problem. it disconnects every 4 mins, so i wont be surprised if it takes me an hour just to finish this post. now i shall never complain about Streamyx being slow. its damn fast la compared to this snail of a speed internet connection.

p.s oh and i just realised that my layout is now insanely...PINK. of all colours!? but anyway, thanks yeahh fel!

Do the hellen keller, and talk with your hips

2009-03-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hmm..was going through my picture gallery, i do that a lot when i'm bored. oh btw, go check out this band called 3oh3!

this is how Jon draws a SADDLE during pictionary..
sarah: eh i thought we can't write any words?

exactlyyy jon! hahha. my adam and eve was damn explicit so am not gonna post it. My blog is very pg friendly! LOL. but oh goodness, it was such an innocent picture okay. but everyone was like, oh sex! boobs! dildo(?!!) etc

i have dirty minded friends, tsk tskk.

sex and the city bu4 style!

meet my new( not exactly new la but i just met her this year) freaky great-minds-think-alike buddy! she just went over to the lala side. haha kidding amanda!

i love 'em! : ) )

GO YELLOW! :D

2009-03-27T01:42:00.000-07:00

omg guess what, i think i seriously have jodoh with the colour yellow -.- anyway before i say go on, CONGRATS TO YELLOW HOUSE SMKBUD4 WHO GOT CHAMPION! :D heh. its about time la people! lol. ok i know i cakap damn banyak but i've never contributed anything for the past 3 years. damn paiseh ok, but i was supporting mentally! haha. To all the form 1 or form 2 people who are reading this, seriously, y'all should participate in sth, be it running events, deco or house cheer : ) i wasted my time rotting in my old school so i kinda regretted la.

yeah back to the jodoh thing, right. for those who dont know right, im in yellow house again..in sri kl : ) i hope this year we win cheer man! our routine's pretty tight. AND i was in yellow house during primary school, and oh..my skin is very kuning , according to my friends -.-

lol. OH i remember we used to have colours for each other! clara's GREEN, zoe's BLACK, cindy's WHITE and im yellow : ( lol. its according to skin colour, fyi.

report card day tommorow! and i'm not worried, for the first time in ages :D i did surprisingly okay considering the fact i slacked like giller.

11th place..pretty okay i guess.

SO THAT MEANS I CAN GO OUT AND WATCH SHOPAHOLIC ;D

lynn and clara shall be my teman since everyone's watching today, booh. but hopefully, hopefully la, it wont clash with my tuition! *cross fingers cross fingers*

anyway, bday posts for the march babies.

18th march- SARAH LIAU LIAU'S BDAY

this girl is one girl that've shared countless of laughters with me, did silly and outrageous stuffs and so on. GO ARK!! She's gorgeous inside out and is one of the nicest people i know, AND she shares my hobby for shopping :)

23rd march- MAE'S BDAY

this picture doesn't do her justice! believe me, shes gorgeous

sorry mae! its the only solo pic i have of you. even though i've only known this very ladylike girl for 3 months plus, she's really awesome to talk to : ) haha! also someone i can click well and we share the same philosophy of (most) guys only think of sex! :p oh and she's damn particular about grammar! haha. never ever confuse borrow and lend when you talk to her.

27th march(today) - bimbo shing's bday!

three words: oh my gawdddd!

lol! kidding la shing, if u ever read this :p he's a really nice and hilarious friend to talk to as well, who happens to have a robotic laugh. we dedicated songs to him today! he was sitting in the middle of the circle then we sang random songs like Jenny(?) happy bday by click 5 etc. haha gay moments.

i can't play basketball to save my life

2009-03-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

Today was unproductive..as usual : ) but it was an awesome day. spent the entire day with the family, went shopping in bangsar with mom and sister and then went to Tropicana. All in all, had a great day :D

why shopping with my sister is fun
1. she's brutally honest

how do i look? this top's kinda cute right, in a way ? *all excited*
You look like a grandma.
i do? whaaa..? oh wait..yeah i do. *dejected*

2. she looks out for all the stuff on sales/awesome bargains so i normally wind up buying something less expensive :D i dont say cheep cos i know i'll kena zha-ed from her

Oh i remember when we were younger, we would play hide and seek in boutiques, normally when we get bored watching mom try on the thousanth top. i remember once i broke off this mannequin's arm while hiding from my sister. I cried and sobbed like a baby because i thought i'd be sent to jail -___________-
i was eight okay. or seven, can't remember.

till now i don't dare go near mannequins! haha.

oh speaking of that, i recommend Mannequin by katy perry! The lyrics are so funny : )

I wishI could just
Turn you on
Put a battery in
And make you talk

Even pull a string for you t o say anything
But with you there is no guarantee
Only expired warranty
A bunch Of broken parts
And I can't seemTo find your heart

Cause you're not a man
You're just a Mannequin
I wish you could feel
That my love is real
You're just a toy
Could you ever be a real, real boy
And understand
But you're not a man
You're just a mannequin

Barbie should sing it to Ken, seriously.

Pics from monday : )

Lynn who looked like a traveller !

clara: " i think all of us are capable of turning bi" HAHA wtf man

L.O.V.E. : )

party in my tummy!

2009-03-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

pardon the gay title. it was inspired by this ultra weird/gay vid that got stuck in my head, thanks to dan :]

my arms are throbbing as i type this..
i had no idea cheer was THIS tiring.i couldn't even scratch my hair properly when i showered.. : ( i think that completely proves my lack of muscles. sob.

today was a boring day, woke up then went for practice. my mood today was pretty garrhh as well. Its very unlike myself to feel crappy and be crappy to people. so i'm truly sorry if i was in a bad mood earlier : / BUT omg,( i just had to say omg ) meeting xian hui after so darn long brightened my day :DD i think its because when i'm around happy and hyper people i feel happy as well.

oh guess what, after whast seemed like a thousand years..the problematic girls finally reunited yesterday night! :DD i think i haven't laughed so hard in a week, thanks to lynn and her oilymonster ahem. it was loads of fun and laughter, needless to say : )

btw, i think tim burton is genius. at first impression right, sweeney todd is normally not something i'll watch but out of boredom..i watched in on HBO sunday night. and i have to say that i lovelove it! johnny depp is so gorgeous, even when he's covered with bloood. and he can really can sing, daamn. other than that, i like how tim burton projected the dark and shady side of London. oh guess what, johnny depp was born on the 9th of june as well :D like yours trulyy.
syok sendiri i know! haha

When i'm with you -Faberdrive

2009-03-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

I'm so proud of my friends who did great for SPM! : )

me, sue, yi-li, mae and mun had the chance to interview the top scorers of Sri Kl's SPM top scorers today, which mean we could ponteng class muahahhahaa : ) that aside, it was overwhelming. flurries of emotions everywhere! omg. guys and girls were sobbing, either for happiness or sadness.

it made me feel..scared. omg. its our turn next year people!
and i wanna do awesome :D

Pokerface - Lady Gaga

2009-03-09T00:26:00.001-07:00

p-poker-pokerface-p-po-pokerface* does weird lady gaga hand gestures*

i am so proud of myself!
both me and steph, we got up at 7 30 today to jog.

JOG.

no one wakes up thaaat early to jog right ! i was actually this close to ffk-ing. hehe, but this one side of my mind was saying...get your lazy ass up and about! and so, i did : )

but i pigged out during the afternoon again so i feel geram now. haha.

savemy soul la. why did i even put my name in for 800 m? i wanteed to challenge myself but i dont know if its too big a challenge for myself? how la now. words of advice/encouragement very much needed!

its a holiday today and my feet are itching to go out! am missing the probgirls very much :/

see!i posted a pretty picture of u guys just to know how much i miss y'all

this was taken two years ago, fyi.

eh this pic's missing deliaa RP. eh where were u! haha i rmbr u being there. aw we look so sweet and innocent :D our first outing together man!

on the other hand, more pretty pics of ze church buddies : )

aw, i love! : )

when i see this pic, beyonce's 'single ladies-put a ring on it ' song popped into my head -.-

we're damn free lor. haha!

CHECK us out :D

p.s yesterday's game night was fun btw! it was great to see the whole bu4 gang again. we played Ice and fire/or water which was super chi-gek! ;DD

getaway : )

2009-03-08T23:29:00.000-07:00

I really want to..

to go on a vacation with my nearest and dearest

spend shamelessly.

Meet gaspard uliel. holy schmolyy ; )

Turn back time. Time flies huh?

slowdance on the streets like noah and allie from The notebook : )

go krazy!

not kill myself, silly. haha. cliffdiving :DDD anyone interested?

this doesn't need any explanation

: )

im baaaack. its janice, bitches : ) haha

2009-03-07T08:45:00.000-08:00

elloooooo. i'm sure i've been missed.

dont worry, i only private-d my blog cos i was super lazy to upload. and i guess i got my blogging mojo back so yeaahhh : )

shall update soon! and post all the pics that i owe u guys.

shopaholic-the movie!

2009-02-03T02:35:00.000-08:00

:D FINALLY.

cny was unexpectedly..boring. I've missed my cousins and all but 5 days in a row of visiting the same people kind of took the excitement out of me.

The highlight of my cny was the money $ and of course seeing my friends. potluck(konon la, nobody bought food in the end except for mun and rin..lifesavers! :D ) at dan's was awesome fun :D i've missed the crazy bunch! steph's was fun too but i had to leave earlyy.

Happy belated sweet sixteen Laj!

i got to go in the end WHOO :D thanks to some persuasion skills of mine..cough cough. awesome right. im gonna make a good lawyer next time! hah! it was a great night but i was so dissapointed to have to leave early and miss the dancing. grrr.

and eelin, sorry i couldn't make it to yours but happy sweet sixteen in advance! we should go skiing together on mount fuji next time :D

xing nian kuai le! yaaay

2009-01-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

anybody who wants to hear about my week??

...anybody? : ) well, im gonnna tell you about it anyway. Not in detail la.

add math has been killing me, slooowly. i've never felt so un-smart in my life, but it keeps getting betterrrr. lol. i get it now i think : ) whoooohoo. the euphoria is just temporary, believe me, wait till we learn a new chapter next week. but i shall not let it rain on my joy!

its CNY babehhs! MONEY. HOLIDAY. GET TO LOOK PRETTY.STUFF YOURSELF SILLY.SLEEP IN.and.....

NO HOMEWORK!

yeah cmon rejoice with me already : ) )

haha! anyways, my week has been good. Class has been entertaining, thankfully. and i'm no longer dubbed budak that wont shut up in class like during form 3. everyone just stones and studies, except the few of us that syok sendiri ones la :D haha xq big butt, zoe weirdo, andrea gila and the whole clan la. my class now is actually noisy. Sometimes i cant even hear myself speak.

note to self: pay attention during class.

And like what b-ong said, i think this year's gonna be an awesome year : D

oh yeah i was supposed to talk about my week. nvm got distracted d. moving on!

i just read something which i found really inspiring, it was someone's blog post actually and suddenly this thought hit me

sometimes when we face tiny problems like.. oh this guy i had a crush on since forever didn't smile back at me today, my msn's retarded, not getting the appreciation we deserve for doing sth and so on, you get me la, we act like the whole world's going to freaking end and we create this whole drama-rama and hoo ha about it and whine to anyone who would just take 5 mins off their lives to listen to our insignificant probs. im not saying that we all should be happy 24/7 and go around with a huge fake smile plastered on your face even though you're feeling crappy.

what i mean is, sometimes you should wake up from the little bubble you live in and look around you, we can wake up everyday not worrying about our next meal and if we'll lose a limb because of bombings, and all that stuff, so why do people always say that life is mundane and that living is pointless. and those that say it are normally those that have nothing in the world to worry about. i dont get it.

ok enough rants.

Steph and cindy's sweet sixteen : )

There was alot of DANCING. the dj played all the awesome dance songs. everyone had blisters on their feet when it all ended. those who wore heels la. everyone looked so gorgeous. i think there were 70 to 80 plus ppl that went.

we were being jakuns in the salooon. no surprises there o.o we had fun tho. haha. steph was photographing everyone's shampoo-ed hair.

partehh :D

CAMPWHORE.

Pei who looked gorgeous that night : ) eh see! contra colours.

: )

loving the colours!

the rest in facebook. damn malas, haha.

it was christine's bday on the same day as well.

dooooode, we've been friends for about 6 years counting this year and bestfriends for about 5 : ) EVERYONE used to say we look alike, even now sometimes but not that much because you've joined the contact lens gang. lol. Even though we don't talk as often as we do before, i know you've got my back always, and i've got yours too. We can talk about anything and tell each other our darkest secrets. HA. you know what i mean. anyways, as i always tell you.

You're amazing and you deserve a guy that loves you and treats you with all the respect in the world : ) mmhm, because you're worth it.

s.o.s

2009-01-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

oh my goodness.
31st of jan- Laj's very happening sweet 16, lynn's cny thingo and..my cny open house.
all happening on the same night.
somebody tell me what to doooooo la.

JOY : /

p.s deliaa i've missed youuu. i'll come to your house during cny and we can ber-emo together while watching emo romantic movies. Lol.
its either that or the asylum babehh.. ; ) haha ok not making much sense here. tho i don't miss the very ganas so-gonna-come-after-you-face that you give me everytime i ffk something. hahhahha. which i get very very often.

steph's sweet 16 pics coming up sooon.

Love story-Taylor swift

2009-01-15T01:59:00.000-08:00

that song was playing in my head NONSTOP the whole day.

Not really in the mood to blog much right now so am just gonna say wtv that comes to mind.

1. am so excited for tommorow! steph and cindy's sweet sixteen party. i think it'll be damn awesome. i just hope mom's gonna be in a good mood tommorow because im prettyy sure i'll be back much later than she expects. and for the sleepover with mun and su mae : ) and for the maybe late night mamak session. All in all i hope time CRAWLS by tommorow : ) oh and i'm sure all the girls will be dressed to kill. phwitt.

2. today was great. haven't laughed this much in err 2 days! haha :D with gila mun ching sitting next to me who'll need lame jokes. yes, i actually find lame jokes very funny. except those ultra lame ones that do not make sense..or rather the ones i don't get. ha. ha...

3. i have to spring clean my room. drats.

4. i wanna go for rihanna's, can somebody buy me tickets????

5. i need..okay want a new dress. preferably one in electric blue or purple! Del RP if ur sexaay elec blue dress goes missing you know who its with : ) hehe. lol. i want new shoes toooo. garhh. whats wrong with me. the materialistic shallow side's kicking in !haha.

6. i think blogging is overrated because everyone in the planet owns a blog, or at least 3 in 5 people do but i'm still blogging anyway : ) haha. oh and sometimes you'll be so SURPRISED to find out stuff you never expect you'll know or find out in a person's blog. also i think, a blog can tell so much about a person. I admit i'm pretty judgemental about people sometimes so i do judge people on the impressions or first impression i get about them without knowing them yet so yeah, im trying to work on changing that.

so hmmmm. what does your blog tell about you?
fuyoh. rhetorical qst of the day! haha.

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone : )

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2009-01-09T01:40:00.001-08:00

i'm feeling rather crappy at the moment....................well this is relaxing.............

form 4 is stressful. whoever said this is a honeymoon year is probably some genius prodigy with photographic memory.

sigh the radio is playing another one of those corny old 80's love songs. which is bugging the hell out of me, but then again everything does now. even the slimy looking lizard that's peering down at me from my celing above. bugger. i am a happy contented girl i am a happy contented girl*repeats self 100 times and inserts breathing exercises* i'm still annoyed and upset. fudge it.

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*edit*ok am feeling a lot better since just now. thanks to some comfort food and funny television shows.

oh yeah the pictures : )

so ok basically if you want to know more about the whole yadeeyada surprise bday process, check out my the other blogs like Andrea/s (the crazylittleone.blogspot.com), or Xian qi's : )

omg ok. haha just thought of something. Me and Laj are going to become business partners in the future. yes we're going to have a perkongsian together : ) liabiliti tidak terhad, but we're gonna be sucessful trust me! : ) future celebrity psycologist company partners! : ) im gonna be the doctor in charge of the whole tranny-boy stuck in girl's body-homosexual sheebang, because..i find it fascinating : ) and Laj is going to be in charge of all the criminals. she wants to meet her very own Lincoln Scofield. She likes em bad and scruffy. MMHM ; )

ok you probably think we're very gay.

i know what you're thinking....ZOE'S FIRST NORMAL PIC! :D

two very self-indulgent people :p whom i absolutely larvv and adore.

the new..Brangelina?? AHEMAHEM

the sisterhooood of the lunatics.

Saved the best for last! <3

Will post the remaining pictures some other time.

have u ever read a book that left a hauting impression on you?

I strongly recomment The kite runner by khaled hosseini to you bookworms out there : ) its no chick lit of course, but its definetely worth the read. It's gripping and extremely saddening. I actually felt quite blue after reading it. i would say its a tragic story la, and it teaches us a little something about life as well. Also, you get a glimpse of Afghanistan through how the author puts the story. I shall elaborate a little bit ok.

The story revolves mainly about the life of a boy called Amir who lives an extremely luxurious life, he has a best friend called Hassan who at some point of the story, saved his life. Hassan's dad works as a butler/servant to Amir's family. but one winter day, Amir witnessed something bad happen to Hassan but was too much of a coward to do anything about it. Instead, Amir caused Hassan and his widowed father to leave the family. Years passed, wars broke out leaving Afghanistan rubbled and in ruins, but the guilt in Amir increased day by day thinking about what he could have done to change everything.........

ETC. just read the book lahh : )

Krazy- Pitbull

2009-01-07T02:13:00.000-08:00

RAWR Missing you guys already : (

you too, miss loop dee loop! ; )

and the whole stone-table clan . we dont, stone literally..fyi.

so yes, i decided to blog about my less detailed version of what u would call Life in Sri Kl : ) yay orangee. lol.

before i talk about my day....

omg omg, they offer trips/student exchange to Korea, Japan, US this year! think of all the GAP, GUESS and Roxy merchandises at an exteremely cheep price! and the competition/study trip to india!

Isn't it awesome. lol. i find these stuffs very new and fresh ok. and the cafeteria food is pretty good la. i'm having spaggheti tmr, but steph potong-ed steam and said it actually tastes like diluted rubber strings. ok not in the exact words la : )

I'm still trying to adapt to all the changes and culture there, like not needing to put the food in the tong after u eat them(haha), no la i still do it out of habit : ) lol. the teachers are pretty good and the people there are quite friendly. contradicting what people always stereotype private school kids as. Steph and Mun ching helped me fit in better actually : ) thank goodness. Am in a class named 4 Delta, doesnt it sound cool? haha. my class is pretty lively and noisy but the people there are damn smart la.

On the other hand, am missing my friends back in BU4! msising all the recess time and going crazy in class moments. i hope im missed by u guys too : ( srsly, school feels so diff without u guys, haha dohh. Well, won't be updating this blog often because of the HUGE AMOUNT OF HW given today. i alrdy hate physics and chem and its only the first week! please brain, i beg u to work ASAP. still in holiday mode i guess.

guys, will upload the pics from Xian qi's surprise party soon! i can't find my cable : ( or rather..am lazy to find my cable. haha.

leftover pics from Mun's sexy 17th! : ) we surprised her again! hahaha. lucas was the CHIEF COORDINATER. haha fuyohh. yeah he thought of the whole brilliant plan and it actually suceeded. geng. luc, i think event management is your thaang la. lol.

this now 18 year old girl who is one of the funniest girls i know, turned 17 on the 27th of dec. She's one of a kind, really : )

An outing with these awesome ppl is never complete without a lets-ignore-lucas picture ; )

i failed, miserably : (

dear lord, i hope that this year will turn out wonderful for both me and lynn geek! : ) srsly, its hard being the new girl, but i'm sure everything'll turn out great in the end : ) *sends lynn positive vibes* : )

Happy new year! : )

2009-01-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

Disney Sea : ]

Hey there beautiful people! It's officially the year 2009 : ) lets hope it brings plenty of joy, love, happiness and peace! (hallmark postcard moment) i really do hope that this year would be lagi awesome and lagi fab than the year before. pretty hard to beat as i had a pretty great one last year : )

and hey apart from my own issues i rly do pray that the financial meltdown situation would be improved :D

Year 2008 had been a fantastic one : ) there was plenty of ups and downs, tears and etc but i'm glad to say that i've grown somewhat somehow. ok la i'm still childish at times but i think i've became a little more considerate and all : ) the Japan trip was definetely the highlight of the year. note to self: get more slim looking winter clothes.

the girls there are so fashionable! but they're all very uncreative there. the STANDARD japanese girl will look like this:

BLOND HAIR, check, BIG DOLLY EYES coated with heavy mascara, check, TRENCH COAT, check, BLACK TIGHTS, check, and BOOTS. all accompanied in the arms of a standard japanese boy. they all look similar la. but mind u, some of them were pretty hot ; )

i barely saw any lalas in japan. i think they all migrated to malaysia -_-

my flight got delayed to the next day actually but we all wound up getting compensations from MAS so it wasn't that bad : ) i got myself a little something from Benefit.

A couple of sights in japan : )

we landed here : ) Kansai airport. my dad kept calling it kanasai and he said it so loudly smore.which made everyone stare-__-

shops like these were EVERYWHERE!

oh and guess what, japan is a HORNY country, trust me. i saw a few nurse outfits, ahem, not people wearing them la aiyoo but those on display in public, the hotels that had porn in all their tvs, but obviously blocked -_-, and gigolo advertisements etc with gigs who look like Girls -_-

The plastic umbrella was like the Rain emergency fashion statement, NO KIDDING. :D

Universal studios : ) it was decked out in full christmas deco. really prettyy. Snoopyland!

The traditional but busy japanese street. i love the shops ok : ) u can try evrything in there for FREE! cheepskates heaven : ) hahahha christine i thought of u suddenly! hahaahahha :D ze bullet train : ) it actually feels pretty slow when ur sitting inside it. booooh.

pretty looking place : ) crap i forgot all the names because they were all super long. like the asakusai river and etc.

dont be fooled by the confident composure! hahah. i fell on my ass A LOT. my sense of balance is -3 out of a 100. oh and i ran into ee lin at the slopes! she on the other hand was skiing pretty well : ) Say it with me..super kawaii! :D

Mount Fuji at the back! it was freezing cold that day, brrrrr. Thank god for heating pads or stickers or wtv u call them : )

The food there..OMG lets just say i stuffed myself on the brink of explosion there : ) healthy and delicious food do exist after all! halelujahh : )

omg, this lake is SO gorgeous. this picture does not do it enough justice, really. It was around the foot of mount fuji.

the sexy city of To-kee-yo : ) (drift, drift, drift.)couldnt resist adding that. Me and sis were singing it while walking on the streets there and needless to say we got some odd stares.

Symbol of tokyo : ) Group picture : ) it was at the hot spring resort. t'was verehh..memorable : ]

We went to Disney Sea in hopes of facing less crowd because it was Christmas day, but turns out..it was FILLED with people and we had to line up for one hour plus to go on the rides -____- goodness. Japanese are hilarious btw, they're so..perky : P that's all for now, my arm hurts from all the typing : ( sayonara!

8th : )

2008-12-30T08:33:00.000-08:00

In case you've been wondering, i'm still well and alive : )

have been MIA for a while cause i just came back from the beautiful land of japan and have been visiting my cousin who just came back from angola for the past few days. Have plenty to update so stay tuned. ; )

p.s t'was a fantastic day today : ) 3 years of hardwork paid off! i guess. Yes jon and dan dan, call me a nerd all u want x ) Congratulations to all who did well and for those that didn't achieve what u expected, cheer up and think positive okay, life still goes on : ) a person's worth is not measured by a few A's and afterall, its just pmr (haha chehh.. ;) )

All i want for Christmas is you : )

2008-12-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

i swear, i'm perfectly normal. Like any other 15 year old girl out there, but yeah, different : )

i find myself odd at times.

will be missing you : (

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2008-12-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

Happy early christmas! :D still can't believe i wont be celebrating christmas here... : (

OMG yesterday with the probgirls was simply, awesome We people don't get high on alco or drugs, just put the 5 of us together and there u have it....
ultimate craziness :D

We had a potluck dinner yesterday at clara's condo..so that we can save money to christmas shop. savvy huh : ) As u probably know, i'm one of the only ones among my friends who can't cook for nuts, sadly. so when delia called and said..cook a meal, we're having potluck dinner!
a voice in my head went..ARE.....YOU.....KIDDING..ME
lol so in the end i decided to make sausages ; ) OK fine it doesn't require ANY skills whatsoever but its the heart that counts right : )

Dee's potato salad was awesome , delia's pasta was yumm, lynn'ss salad was HUGE lol and yummy, and clara's custard was sweeet :D

Clara, am waiting for the pics! : ) shall post em up when i get them.

probgirls : ) <3
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xx, i know its real hard to get over a relationship, I haven't experienced that kind of heartbreak before so i wouldn't understand, and am in no position to give u relationship advice. but as a friend, i'm worried ok, and i don't wanna see you so down and broken over it. It's time to move on , as long as u determine to get past that stage of your life, you can do it.I know you've tried and failed many times, but its okay. I'm here for you alright.

she kissed a vampire and she hated it!

2008-12-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

Ok you can probably guess judging from the title above who this post is going to be about. Nah, your long awaited post! : )

think anti Robert pattinson, think anti mushy/corny crap, think....the girl who always says i-am-going-to-slap-my-bf-if-he-ever-says-MUACKS.

errr. who else la????!

Lajreena Arjan Sawlani, the one with the pretty and besar besar eyes and oh-so-sharp killer nose : ) i meant it in a good way! and laj, u should prepare to shed a few tears ok : )
If you're not interested in listening to this grandmother story, hmm u better click the x button on the top right corner of the page ;) just warning ya.

Yeah as i was saying, we were in the same school for 3 years but the year we really got to know each other was during the middle of form 2. My first impression of her was LOUD, cos she really is loud. as in she-will-damage-your-hearing kind of loud. haha.

In form 1 she was in a diff class as me but during f2, she got sent to the NERD'S CLASS, matahari ; ) i remembered that she was actually super quiet and anti-social at first when she just came into our class. always sleeping during free periods and hmm, a rather silent girl really. AND JENG JENG JENG..she started showing her true colours later on : )

So in the middle of f2, i started talking to her and i found out that, hey we have A LOT in common actually!

1.We're both kinda odd. in our own ways.
2. We had our Prison Break phase and we were obsessing over Michael Scofield and his brother, haha i forgot his name.
3. We enjoy creating noise pollution together, partner in crime babehh.
4. She can read my mind, kind of. we kept saying things at the same time. And, we could CLICK so well : )
and, many many more.

but er one obvious difference was her taste in guys!

omg. ADAM SANDLER IS NOT HOT LA !

HAHAHHA. but other than that, we could talk about basically ANYTHING and EVERYTHING in the world. seriously, she's like the missing twin sister i never had. but laj, im the cool one : ) haha! From our SOYA moments, to our DREAMWORLD DISASTER moments! sorry laj, i'm still gonna keep rubbing that in your face. And i'm gonna dig out the pic one day, and stick it all over OU dont worry : ) publicity for you ma. She's one of the most independant girls i know, in the aint needing no man sense, but on the other hand, she needs her maid to tie her shoelaces. hahaha :p my heart goes out to poor kumaria! she's a strong strong woman.

Even though we see each other everyday(during school times la) , its amazing how i'm still not bored of you. Even though this girl has a mouth the size of china, she really is one of the best listeners around. Which is why she's damn awesome to talk to.
Seriously, hand on heart, she's ONE IN A MILLION :D

omg, i'm getting all sentimental now.

Oi woman, even though i'd be leaving schoool, i hope that doesn't change anything. We'll still be seeing each other during Math tuition and stuff la i'm sure : ) hah! math tuition, oh that's another story la : ) but i bet none of you have fun during matj tuition right! dont answer if you're a super smart math geek who adores math. We bully our teacher aaand actually get high on er cap kapak. lol. dont judge us!

A RARE solemn lajreena

3 matahari : )

And so she rants : )

2008-12-05T08:25:00.000-08:00

A typical working day

Before the day starts..

Jump out of the bed to find out it's already 9 o clock in the morning and transport is coming 10 minutes later. Run in the shower, brush my teeth in there(lol), scarf my breakfast down and gulp down few sips of water then run out when Unc jeff honks twice.

When the day ACTUALLY starts

yawn and yawn and yawn and prays that a kid or maybe a toddler will drop by to keep me company. eh i haven't fell asleep during the job these days so i'm improving k : ) keep checking the clock every 5 minutes and hope it turns ONE soon. lunch break ma : )

After lunch break

Hope it show the magical number 5 fast! but in the mean time, try not to doze off..sigh.

p.s i'm actually quite hardworking ok, dont judge me! :D

NOW i know how hard our parents work to earn money for us kids to spend, i mean use for our benefits : )

Ramlys, fireworks and fun at laj's : ) awesome times!

My heart- Paramore

2008-12-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

Munz always introduces me the best emo songs! go listen to Stranger by secondhand serenade ! beats Fall for you anytime : )

anyways i have been ffk-ing a lot lately, esp the probgirls : ( sorryy k.
NEXT WEEK'S SCHEDULE ALL CLEARED FOR YOU GUYS, promise :D

Speaking test went well today! thanks for the wishes and prayers. Lazy to elaborate on it but i'm quite satisfied i think. THOUGH it could have been better, oh well. whats done is done. in the wise words of err.. hamlet : )

i feel so nostalgic, sigh. i miss our church gang outings so much. There's our lagoon outing next week but not everyone can make it : / chris's surprise party! that was super duper fun la :D sighh. i miss christine, kay zhi and all tooo. even tho i just saw them last week for dinner at chilis . gahh. those bunch of people are damn hilarious. Esp when wei chean walk in! omg, i thought his shirt was going to explode ; )

i sound like one of em grandmamas reminiscing about her lovely childhood.

anyways, spent my day in church today helping fel with deco for the youth building.

i cut papers la, i sticked sparkly stuff on styrophomes, i cut colourful paper strips from crepe papers bought from this bookshop la, and then hor i went for mamak la then ar we drank some cold drinks too la, then on the way i saw 20 cents on the floor wahh its my lucky day, then ar i came back and waited for uncle jeffrey to fetched me la, then i reached home at 8 pm then i had dinner....

sorry, was err mock-, i mean, ok i have no right to judge but srsly, tell me why are there people who blog about every single itty bitty detail in their life -__- from the second their eyelids pop open from sleep to the second their fingers leave the keyboard ready to go to bed. i'm not trying to offend anyone but its really unwise to do that. by revealing soo much info about yourself, you are actually allowing total strangers to know every single detail about your life. so all i'm just trying to say is ..

blog like no one's reading, but blog safely : )

we were..very bored,as you can probably see.

the fabulous fabulous! : )

Dance like no one's looking : ) don't mock my head bop move, dee! :p minimal movement but twice the sexiness. haha!

he likes em chunky :D

2008-12-02T04:33:00.000-08:00

I really dislike spammers. ish. cowards with no self respect whatsoever who are too afraid to reveal their names.

....hmm, rather pathetic if u ask me. oh well, sucks being them ; )

On another note, cambridge CAE speaking exam tmrw! i will be needing prayers :D am feeling very unprepared and nervous..pray for xian hui too! my speaking partner for the exam. omg. hand. starting.to.sweat. *breathes in and out*

p.s twilight was dissapointing : ( i expected it to be way better. the vampires looked eerilly white. in a glowy, sickly way.kz, i'm not atas pagar for once : )

haha! damn tak jadi lah.

NSCF memories : )

2008-12-02T03:21:00.001-08:00

Kindly ignore the corny title above : )
Anyways, here are a couple of picture from NSCF'S formal night and a couple of other randoms ; ) this was one camp i definetely do not regret going to, although..

i do regret not bringing extra pillowsheets and bedsheets. They felt rather scratchy and sandy. euughh, and there were dead bugs under the bedsheets too : /

THIS ISN'T WHAT YOU THINK IT IS. ahem.

The gorgeous malacca girls, Mariel and Noelle : )
Group picture time.

Jordan : ) who at first impression thinks i look like a class moniter and a, i quote: a non-stop speaking chinese person :o that's a first!

Jo, my roomate of 6 days! and erina the kinky one!

Nick Yeo. Words like ANTM, super horse and Ronan keating comes to mind ; )

Sarah growls, rawrr!; )

i am woman..hear me ROAR. :O

Our human house of God : ) we have revolving doors too ya know ;D

The teacher's MTV version of stop and stare which was GENIUS ; )

Group diamond. we won the Best song! props to future songwriter, jordan : )

Awesome times ! :D

Puay chai reunion! :D

NSCFL '08 : )

Loop de loop : )

2008-11-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

Does anyone agree with me that The Moment Of Truth is a pointless show?

seriously! -_____- but i found the episode about the guy that slept with 100 plus girls so very the scandalous!

AND THE BEST PART WAS..HE GOT DUMPED BY HIS CURRENT GF AFTER THAT! ; D

HAH! in his egoistical face : )

what an ass, seriously. i was talking to some guy friends about this and they were all like..woahh! he's the man!! and etc. -__-

OMG sudden leg cramp! shall be right back..

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okay, went out to lie on the sofa a while. whoooaa. i coudln't feel my legs at all. anyways yeah. went to church, arranged and sorted stacks and stacks of CD's and books then wiped the shelves clean. And to those who know me right, i'm normally someone who does things very slowly u know, selamba lahh, take my own sweet time to complete something, but then u know, gotta be more productive la. And i got this rare, once in a lifetime compliment from Mei Ling jie.

*in chinese* wahhh she's very fast ah! finish everything so quickly! : )

*grins like an idiot* hehe no la no la.

then afters, joey bought jayden to the office so lucky me, i got to play with him! Lucas, he's srsly getting CUTER BY THE DAY! *melts* another toddler was there toooo and i spent time playing random games with them. I had SO much fun! hehe. how can anyone with a heart DISLIKE kids laa.

i mean..LOOK AT THEM!

sigh : )

Then after that, i went for lunch with Anthony siuche and Dan Dan : ) Luc happened to be there as well. JOY. haha i'm kidding la : ) then we all chit-chatted. It sucks being in an all guy convo, esp if they're discussing stuff that are not meant for my ears. Ish! Anthony, we should make this a tradition k, but next time..a fagless one! we dont wanna die young la pls : )

The aspiring pastry chef master ; )

eh got lolita potential orhxx(insers supercute emoticon)

Spent the whole afternoon talking to this guy during work, and certainly laughed A LOT. ah wong, i think we have serious issues. haha! future tanjung rambutan inmates! he brings out the Weird + crazy in me. anyway, u have to admit that i did de-emofy you a bit right : ) come on! more therapy sessions in the future yeah : )

Then guess who i met at night in ou later on......: ) and we found out that we were wearing the same shirt! little miss giggles. but in diff colours la : ) When i saw her we both looked down at our tshirts and started laughing like jakuns. its a u-gotta-be-there to find it funny moment. ANYWAY..

aiyo couldn't resist it la ; )

Visited Clara banana in Missha as well ! : ) she made me look prettyyyy..

YOUR EYES ARE NOT PLAYING TRICKS ON YOU : ) clara cleans ; )
i'll promote your shop a bit la, to get gorgeous Make up sets, funky nail polishes and more, please do visit Missha at ground floor, ou old wing. its err next to this electronical shop : )

Just for laughs : )

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Disclaimer : The few pics below are strictly for entertainment purposes only and the author has no intention of embarassing the people in the pictures below. i should probably add that they're all really gorgeous : )

Constipated Clara! or is she deep in thoughts... ; )

Chris oh chris! Lol. why bother wearing a hat when you've got these! how practical :p

Deluded sarah ; ) she lifts the tree and the crowd goes crazyy!

Erina's just really hungry ; )

this is during bible class...Feel the wrath of Erina!

Telematch 08 : ) Is it just me or does Andrew looks really really hungry?

Jan and Laj's home-made bday meal to Zak. Doesn't this pic make u wanna smile too ? : ) : )

Mun yee trying to get a feel of pregnancy : ) awww. but err. the 'baby's' at the wrong place lol.

Sammy's hungry too : )

i think this picture speaks for itself.

Jun yih can't get enough of TOOTHPASTE ; )

EH nobody was supposed to see me sleep. it was supposed to be an invisibility cloak. get it??? ok nevermind : p

HAHAHA! ok this is so adorable : )

to be fair...

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I'd rather experience physical pain than this heartache anyday.